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[SELLING] JYJ IN HEAVEN ALBUM

2012-01-04T23:19:00.004+08:00

RED VERSION!

Condition is still good and never been played,not even once :)

I offer you the lowest price; RM60!!!

Bank in using CIMB bank.

Contact me via email; mellejeje@yahoo.com for more details.

P/s: Shipping Within Malaysia ONLY^^

ALSO THERE'S A SPECIAL GIFT IN THERE!!!

[SELLING] Jaejoong's Intermodulation, Homin's KYHD, JYJ's Their Rooms

2011-11-28T17:22:00.008+08:00

Hello guys, so I got few amazing photobook and albums of our beloved boys!!! Anyone interested in buying can contact me via email mellejeje@yahoo.com along with your name,address,stuff you want to buy. The list of prices are,

jaejoong's intermodulation(RM270)
homin's kyhd ~~(RM90)~~ NOW RM70
jyj's music essay ~~(RM80)~~ NOW RM70

and only then i'll give you guys my bank account thank you!!!^^

p/s: jaejoong's intermodulation's price is negotiable and pictures will be showed upon request. DON'T WORRY,ALL GOODS ARE STILL IN GOOD CONDITIONS! payment method is bank-in at CIMB. also, Shipping within Malaysia Only

[RANDOM] My Beloved JJ's Weaknesses...That Makes Me Love Him More

2011-05-04T20:34:00.002+08:00

1. Not good looking enough… yet all girls suffer severe blood loss at the sight of him, all flower boy rankings in Korea and Japan are dominated by him and many people would die for him.
2. Too short… yet overtime he speaks to show hosts and fans, he bends down to listen with a smile.
3. Bad singing… yet he is considered one of five best singers to have emerged from an idol group in all of history, and there is no difference between listening to him live and on CD.
4. Bad relationship with other members of the group… yet Changmin, Yunho, Junsu and Yoochun all confide in him when they have problems.
5. Arrogant… yet he tries to help his fans despite nearly falling off the stage and despite his manager and guards’ restraints.

6. Not strong enough… yet in countless award ceremonies, whilst other members are in a complete mess from crying, he is the one with his head held high. struggling to keep his tears from falling.
7. Capricious and fickle… yet despite being lied to and cheated on by his first love, he continued to wear the ring that symbolized their love, and defiantly said that he would never hate her and that they are still friends.
8. Easily upset… yet when his biological father was involved in the lawsuit, Jae continued to smile for his fans even though off camera, everybody could see the sorrow in his eyes.
9. Stony hearted… yet he is the one who cries from reading emotional scenes in manga, who holds a box of tissues whilst watching movies… and let’s not forget the hardships and torment Jaejoong has endured…
10. Does not take dancing seriously… yet he’s pulled his muscles countless times during rehearsal but has told his members not to worry with a smile still on his face. And all that is to stop the media from reporting about his injuries so that his fans won’t worry.
11. Cares least about his fans… yet tears escaped his eyes when he saw fans waiting for him in the rain and he said that he’d rather they didn’t like him than for them to suffer for him.

Credits: HeroJJBaidu Trans by: dorfehh@DBSKnights Shared by: DBSKnights

p/s: ;___; baby,i love you no matter how much you'd rather not having us suffer because of you...i love you baby...keep being strong...i'll always support you! *HUGS*

[FANFIC]Hold Onto My Love

2011-04-21T20:23:00.004+08:00

SUMMARY

"Jejung,we shall raise her like our own and make a happy family"-Yuno.

"Yuno, let me go..."-Jejung.

Jejung,who was confined for about 9 months in Yuno's house was shocked when Yuno brought a baby girl home.

All these times,Yuno always said to Jejung that he would want to have a child with that beautiful man and now that God have bestowed them with a cute baby girl, how would Jejung react with all these?

Would Jejung sacrificed his own freedom to obligue Yuno's selfish requests?

Or,would he rather follow his confused heart and leave Yuno?

If that ever happen,what about the baby?

Jung Yunho as Yuno.

Kim Jaejoong as Jejung

Genre: Romance,Drama,Semi-Angst,Mpreg

To continue:

Winglin.net-> http://www.winglin.net/fanfic/parkyume5/

Asianfafnfic-> http://www.asianfanfics.com/story/view/34478/hold-onto-my-love-angst-dbsk-drama-jaejoong-romance-yunho-yunjae

Do read,enjoy and comment!^^ THX! *HUGS*

[FANFIC] Snowy Valentine

2011-04-21T20:18:00.003+08:00

Genre: Romance,Smut,Fluff

Pairing: Jung Yunho,Kim Jaejoong aka YUNJAE

This story was written based rumors about what's happening currently to our Dong Bang Shin Ki. Today is Valentine's Day,and this is a 2-shot stories are about Kim Jaejoong who have to be apart from his love,Jung Yunho. Thou he frequently comes to his ex-lover's house, he had never met him after their break up.

But, will they meet him today...?

Will they be able to confess the unspokeable thoughts that wondering in their mind after so long?

Will they be able to convey their true feelings they had been keeping after their break up?

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"Guess,I'm gonna celebrate today's Valentine alone..." The beautiful man monologued.

"After so long...what are you doing in front of my house..huh?" Jung Yunho said in his firm voice felt irked with his ex-lover's sudden presence.

"Why didn't you return all my calls and text me back...?" Tears almost fell down the beautiful man's blushing cheeks as he spoke.

"Did you know that you've ripped my heart apart the day you leave me..?" The taller man's voice flowed in indignant tone.

Continue at->

Winglin.net : http://winglin.net/fanfic/parkyume4/

Asianfanfic: http://www.asianfanfics.com/story/view/24661/snowy-valentine-dbsk-fluff-jaejoong-romance-smut-yunho-yunjae

Do read,enjoy and lol comment of course or rate it or watever!^^ thx! *HUGS*

[VID] JJ's WHITE DAY's MESSAGE FOR ME!!!

2011-03-31T16:55:00.002+08:00

if THIS ever be REAL. im gonna die of nosebleeding. or rather, im gonna fly str8 away to Korea regardless i've no money and i've to leave my family. JUST TO BE WITH THIS GORGEOUS. stop. SEDUCING me,mister.ILY *3*

[INFO] jyj from 東方神起

2011-03-30T19:24:00.003+08:00

THIS ALONE IS ENOUGH FOR ME TO KEEP STRONG AND CONTINUE WITH MY SOLID BELIEF, THEY'RE GONNA BE BACK AS 5 PRETTY SOON. AND I'LL WAIT FOR THAT DAY TO COME. JJ BB I LOVE YOU...YOU DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH THIS SIMPLE WORDS FROM YOU FLUTTER MY HEART AND GIVING US,CASSIOPEIA HOPES TO SEE YOU ONCE AGAIN TO CONQUER THE STAGE AND TO REBORN MORE POWERFUL AS 5.

source: mjjeje twitter profile bio :)

[INFO] The Intentional Spread of False Rumors Concerning the Cancellation of JYJ’s Concert

2011-03-29T22:18:00.003+08:00

Note: This has nothing to do with YunJae shipping. This has to do with fans being upset that Yunho was ever a part of Jaejoong’s life.

These past few days, rumors have surfaced about cancellations of JYJ’s concerts in Singapore and Malaysia. According to the rumor, the reason for this is because of the potential of Jaejoong being gay.

http://jyjnotebook.wordpress.com/2011/03/28/singapore-and-indonesia-jyj-concert-canceled-due-to-pro-homosexual-image-that-jaejoong-represents/

This rumor stems from the rumor that YunJae fans called Jaejoong, “Jung Jaejoong” and showed him pictures of YunJae kissing. In addition, the one who began the rumor claims that this news has hit Thailand tabloids, effectively defaming Jaejoong and threatening his career. Because of this, the JYJ tour is threatened, and JYJ’s careers are on the line, supposedly.

http://reallaerreal.wordpress.com/2011/03/27/to-some-yunjae-shipper/
http://jyj3.wordpress.com/2011/03/27/about-yunjae-in-tonight-show/

To clarify: This rumor is absolutely false. The true story is fans showed the host of the Tonight Show a picture of Yunho and Jaejoong standing together. They are not kissing in the picture. They joked around with the host saying “Jung Jaejoong,” and then saying it’s just their imaginations and they wish it was the case. Furthermore, they never told Jaejoong this. There is no way Jaejoong could possibly have felt offended because he simply did not hear. Several Thai Cassies at the event have attested to this. In addition, the cited source for this rumor is daum and sina, both of which contain nothing about this supposed concert cancellation. Also, Thai fans have checked the tabloids and it has not reached them.

To further emphasize our point that this rumor is absolutely groundless and invalid:

1. There is only one fanaccount of this so called incident in Thailand’s Tonight Show.
2. Thailand is particularly accepting towards homosexuality, in comparison to other Asian countries, so the “pro-homosexual” image would actually be a non-issue.
3. Jaejoong has not come out and claimed he is gay, or straight. There’s no way he or JYJ are promoting a pro-homosexual image because he hasn’t stated anything about being gay.
4. Jaejoong’s sexuality has NOT reached Thailand tabloids or newspapers.
5. The original poster claims that the incident is spreading in Thailand’s entertainment industry, but logically how would someone know that if they are not part of the industry? Secondly, there are many gay entertainers in Thailand and they have yet to be ostracized.
6. Fans claim this pro-homosexuality image is the cause for a ban on JYJ’s concert tour when Adam Lambert, a famous, open gay himself has performed in the same Asian countries. In addition, other gay/bi artists like Elton John, Freddie Mercury, and many more are not banned from these countries. http://www.thehollywoodgossip.com/2010/10/adam-lambert-in-asia-rocking-out-making-out/
7. YunJae and other couples have been promoted by SME themselves, and in all 6 years together, the boys were never banned from any countries, even demonstrating fanservice themselves.
8. Other Korean artists, such as Super Junior, have demonstrated even greater acts of homosexuality by kissing members fully on the lips during live performances, and even then, they were not banned from performing in Asia.

This is not about believing in YunJae or whether “homosexuality is bad,” but the intentions of the fans who started this rumor.

http://jyj3.wordpress.com/2011/03/27/about-yunjae-in-tonight-show/

In this article, the author states: “I know YJ’s shippers and a lot OT5 fans love YJ pair.”

Exactly why bring up the OT5 argument? What does being OT5 have to do with shipping YunJae? It is clear that the other just added this statement as an attack to OT5 fans when clearly not all OT5 fans ship YunJae. Homosexuality is not the real issue here. It is fans saying Yunho’s name in front of Jaejoong. It is perfectly acceptable for fans to scream “YooSu” to Yoochun and Junsu, which clearly contains homosexual implications. The original poster of the Thailand rumor also asks, “One thing I wonder, why most of YJ stan don’t even dare to shout JJ name in front of YH? I hardly see any vid where YJ fans shout JJ names in front of YH?”

Fans screaming Yoosu: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yp05t-orA1c”
Fan talking to Yunho about “YunJae” at HM fansign: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-EM_ylclW0g”

Noteworthy: The fan showed Yunho a YunJae picture, told Yunho she’s YunJae’s daughter, and asked Yunho if him and Jaejoong are doing ok. All actions that go further than simply screaming Jaejoong’s name.

These fans who started the rumors wanted to criticize YunJae shippers when YooSu shippers exhibit the same behavior. Furthermore, they don’t get upset about YunJae being brought up to Yunho, only towards Jaejoong. So far a fan has not gone up to Jaejoong and asked him if he and Yunho are still in contact. It is glaringly obvious that they just have a problem with Yunho being mentioned to Jaejoong. Fans may want to give up Yunho, but why do you assume Jaejoong does? Did he explicitly say, “No. Never bring up Yunho .” Quite the opposite, in fact, he has mentioned Yunho and Changmin on his twitter, he has put in his profile 5 stars, he listens to TVXQ songs.

Regardless of whether Jaejoong wants to get back with Yunho and Changmin, the two of them are a big part of his life. To eliminate and deny it is shocking and disrespectful, to Homin as well as JaeChunSu. And to target fans and accuse them of a crime they did not commit is just low. Yunho and Jaejoong met in 2001 and it is now 2011. Ten years. Ten solid years they have known each other with 6 years as band members leading the same lives.

This effort to sabotage the YunJae fandom and, more importantly, attempt to make a split in OT5 fandom was a failure. Lack of credibility in sources, baseless rumors, and claims contradicting with hard facts illustrate that this incident is completely unbelievable and false. To stoop so low and target a particular part of the fandom is unfathomable. Is it not you, the fan, who continues to argue Jaejoong’s sexuality? You, the fans, are spreading this lie about Jaejoong’s reputation being ruined, when the logical conclusion would be to keep this incident low key. In addition, the possibility of a concert being canceled is extremely shocking for a fan who has waited maybe years to see the boys. Your actions did nothing but shake the fandom in a negative way, and quite frankly, that you thought it was acceptable is pathetic.

TVXQ existed and exists. Yunho exists. Changmin exists. Their past exists. Fans who support all 5 boys exist. Get over it.

© miduhyo5

CREDIT: http://fuckyesyunjae.tumblr.com

I GOTTA SAY JUST WAT THE FUCK? -_-" RUMORS FROM BRAINLESS FANS ARE FUCKING STUPID. COOL YOUR HEAD FIRST BEFORE ENDED UP CREATING FUCKING STUPID RUMORS LIKE THIS. WHAT'S WITH THE HOMO ISSUE? AND JUST WHAT THE FUCK IS "4. Jaejoong’s sexuality has NOT reached Thailand tabloids or newspapers." IS IT EVEN NECESSARY TO QUESTION HIS SEXUALITY? HOW DARE THOSE BITCHES SPREAD WILD AND FALSE RUMORS ABOUT THIS? POOR MY BB JJ HAD TO DEAL WITH HIS STUPID FANS! ;__; BABY, I PROMISE YOU I WON'T DO SOMETHING STUPID LIKE THIS. BE STRONG BB!

[VID] Before U Go Dance Version

2011-03-29T21:56:00.001+08:00

okay, lol. somehow i feel weird watching this dance version. honestly,i don't like this one lol. (don't bash me -_-") okay, i dunno how'd it look different from their performance thou obviously the dance steps are all the same but still,i had to say; i don't like this dance version. it's not like i hate it. it's more like,the dance is WEIRD and okay i cudn;t bring myself to mention the word. and,the hand-trailing to the dangerous zone is just...lol thou im a pervert but...-_-" this one looks gross esp Yunho..err...no offense again... and i got this....EWW feeling...okay no offense to those Homin bias...lol i do love them but somehow i can't help myself to write this hahaha...thou SHIT,THEY REALLY LOOK GORGEOUS AND SEXY IN THOSE WHITE SUITS.dammit. BUT lol seriously i hate Yunho's blue shirts(there are some parts in the vid) -_- it looks....err...eww....but really,i don't like the dance. my eyes focused more on the adult and mature CHANGMIN here. hoho. sorry JJ bb, i cudn't help myself from saying those things to your honey funny bunny...;___;

but overall, they are the sex gods here.

their voices are sex.

their looks are sex.

no doubt.

but just the dance.

so enjoy. it's just my idiot, immature comments.

[RANDOM] JJ LOVE US!

2011-03-26T02:43:00.001+08:00

watch this and you'll know how much he loves his fans.

i love you too bb,thou i cudn't attend any of your concerts as my country is not listed *cries in the corner*

HWAITING JJ! ^^

[RANDOM] How Can A HUMAN Be This INHUMANELY BEAUTIFUL?

2011-03-24T02:10:00.004+08:00

firstly, he killed me with those shyness,dorkiness,cuteness he showed.

secondly, those awkward moments and gestures when he heard Cassies shouting "YUNHO" at him.

thirdly,his tongue.

fourthly, his beauty.

does he really wanna kill me that badly?

to officer jung yunho,just arrest him already~

[VID] Before You Go Official Video Drama Version

2011-03-21T23:20:00.002+08:00

here's the sex gods of Dong Bang Shin Ki and yeah, again making me all mesmerized with this EPIC MV! damn they shud act in an full action drama series instead of just a merely 16 minutes MV -_-

AGAIN, they're HOT.

HOT BEYOND IMAGINATIONS.

HOMIN SERIOUSLY ARE TAKING IT'S TOLL ON MY MIND LOL.

i found this on tumblr credit to whoever write this,

I don’t have a life so I actually took time for this. Honestly, it bothers me that she was there, more so, that she was there, seemingly, without a reason. So I just had to, HAD TO find some significance to her role.
So here’s how I see it.She is a part of the group of four. She is supposedly Yunho’s girlfriend. Now why is this significant? Because, Joong Yoon (the bad guy) is most probably in love with her too. Why do I say this? Evidence: In the beginning he has these seens almost parallel to Yunho’s, probably signifying their similarities, their same feelings. Another evidence is the way the camera always focuses on Go Ara whenever there’s a scene of them together.
In the scene where Joong Yoon is shooting the “witness” he also takes a pause after the shot focuses on Go Ara.
Now. One more thing I took into account was the song itself. It was about a lover who would rather let go of the one he loves because he knew he didn’t deserve the girl. He knew the girl was better off without him.This song can’t be about YunRa, because obviously, there’s no lover lettting go of anyone in their relationship. It can’t be about Joong Yoon and his sister too, because well, their sisters and he was trying to save the sister, not “let go” of her. And Changmin? Puhlease. He’s forever alone.
That leaves us with Joong Yoon and Go Ara. Doesn’t it all fit the song? Joong Yoon is in love with Go Ara but he wants to let her go because of the betrayal he’s doing and he thinks she’s better off with Yunho. I’m thinking this is also why he didn’t take Yunho’s hand in the end, to finally distance himself from the group, and Go Ara.
Go Ara is the “you” the persona is pertaining in the song and the persona is Joong Yoon.
So friends, she is significant. One of the most signifcant factors of the music video. THE SONG REVOLVES AROUND HER. SHE IS THE “U” IN BEFORE U GO.
UNLESS, the person Joong Yoon is in love with is actually Yunho!
*shoots self*
What the fuck is this thing I wrote down?
TROLOLOL.

lol XD whatever it is,i approve her theories :DD

[RANDOM] I WANNA MEET MY JJ BB!!!!!!!!!!

2011-03-21T22:30:00.002+08:00

and sooo..after MONTHS of waiting, my hope for JYJ World Tour which is directed by my baby JJ himself is crushed. honestly after reading that FUCKING bad news,i was crying badly.

i thought i could accept the fact while im the one asking for it.

means,yeah im sorry for being selfish but i don't want them to come...

bcuz my baby wud drive me crazaayyy and perhaps he'll suck the sanity out of my mind if he come here...yeah,my fault.

but still i highly hope for them to have a concert here...the night suju performed,i even have targeted my seat at the stadium. i even have bought a banner to show my bb JJ... ;___;

but then...what i got?

a disappointment...after a promise and announcement.

a depression...after a remorse and sadness.

tears...after a devastation and agony.

i don't blame anyone for this...im not gonna blame them...

maybe it's a punishment for even hoping they wudn't come this year and hurting my fellow Cassies...

but seriously, i really WANT them to come...thou i hoped otherwise...

i wanna meet KIM JAEJOONG.

i missed him so badly,since last year...

a 50 minutes performance with only a chance of shouting at him,JAEJOONG SARANGHAEYO thou he heard it by waving back,WASN'T ENOUGH.

IT WAS FAR FROM ENOUGH! IT'LL NEVER BE ENOUGH!!!

NEVER!!!!

IM A GREEDY PERSON.

I DEMANDED MORE.

I WANNA MEET HIM.

Moreover,

I WANNA HUG HIM TIGHTLY AND GENTLY WHISPER,"I LOVE YOU" PROPERLY.

I WANNA ENSURE HIM, I'LL SUPPORT HIM IN WHATEVER PATH HE MIGHT CHOOSE.

I WANNA LET HIM KNOW, I BELIEVE DONG BANG SHIN KI WOULD REVIVE ONE DAY.

I WANNA CALM HIM BY SAYING, CASSIOPEIA WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR HIM.

I WANNA SOOTHE HIM WITH WORDS LIKE, "LOVE" , "I CARED FOR HIM SO REMEMBER WE,CASSIOPEIAS ALWAYS CARED FOR THEM" , AND "BELIEVE IN THEM".

I WANNA HOLD HIS HAND AND SAY, " PLEASE SEND MY BEST REGARDS TO YUNHO & CHANGMIN...ESPECIALLY TO YUNHO,HE MISSED YOU SO MUCH...IM VERY SURE OF IT...I LOVE YOU BOTH..."

I WANNA LOOK DEEP INTO HIS EYES WHILE SAYING," GOOD LUCK,I'LL SUPPORT AND WILL LOVE YOU ALWAYS...,"

I WANT HIMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and yeah,fuck all my imaginations with those fucking bad news of them of not coming for JYJ WORLD TOUR CONCERT here while Thailand,Indonesia,and Singapore have confirmed MILLION YEARS ago.

i envied Thai Cassies,Indo-Cassies,Singaporean-Cassies...you guys are lucky...

seriously, i couldn't hold my tears...it keeps flowing endlessly.

my heart is sinking...

my mind went blank after i read the news. i was emo.

and kept on crying....

i wanna meet my Kim Jaejoong.

i wanna see him...

Baby,do you know how much i miss you...?

do you know how much pain i've been through for wanting to see you..?

Please...

COME...

Please...

I'm begging you...

[FANACCOUNT] Here We Go Again Meeting The SUJU Princes

2011-03-21T13:20:00.009+08:00

WARNING: HEECHUL-biased here!^^

lol love eunhyuk here! XDD

okay,firstly i wanna say yes,im not an elf of course :D BUT. lol all these while i've been to ALL KPOP concerts in Malaysia lol and of course one of the major event is Super Junior Super Show 3 hehe...

A MUST-ATTEND CONCERT.

at first i was like,"which seat shud i buy...? RM486? RM376? or..... ;__; RM226....?"

i wanna buy rockpitt one but...you know i was kinda out of budget at that time and if i buy the rockpitt one, im gonna starve for the rest of my sem lol XD(im using my allowance to buy tix)
;__; poor me... okay, so i decided on buying RM226 instead coz my priority is on JYJ World Tour Concert; i wanna buy the most expensive & the most front seat yeah) and moreover, Big Bang gonna come downtown and other KPOP events I wanna attend too so..yeah...

so the day has arrived! i even volunteered to help a Super Junior forum in managing their meet-up thou im not an elf~haha!! (lol during game show, there was this quiz for suju and many ppl asked me the answers and bcoz im not an elf,how cud i answer it? lol!!! XDD)i did it just for fun^^ helping other fandoms not hurt right? we're sisters afterall,CASSIOPEIA + ELF= LOVE hoho!

and HELL YEAHH!!! FINALLY it was time to enter the stadium! i.... was not yet excited by that time...-_-" i was chatting like crazaaayyyy with my friends about random stuff haha well,it was one hour before the concert so,CHILL! that was what i thought.

then at the venue, i tried to excite myself with thoughts of meeting my SUJU bias;HEECHUL darling~~~ but the DJs annoyed me and i remembered that last time when i went to B2ST's Digi K-POP Concert, the MC blabbered for about one hour before the actual concert started and i felt like to throw my shoes at his face! -__-# and soo........i was NOT YET,excited plus the view from my seat was VERY,VERY RESTRICTED -_-"

the concert started roughly around 1810 and it actually amazed me! WOW! unlike last year which being delayed for AN HOUR, this year's event was very smooth and yeah, PUNCTUAL! i love you RITS! and so, they started with Sorry Sorry with those stunning vocal and dancing,of course,they're SUPER JUNIOR man!

BUT! poor me ;_____; i was searching high and low for my darling Heechul but he was nowhere in sight! i thought he was blond coz he uploaded his picture on twitter with his hair still blond!!! SO! i looked at EVERY blondies in SUPER JUNIOR and even mistook LEETEUK for my darling!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DARN! I WAS SO DAMN FRUSTRATED!!!!!!!! ;____________; i thought he was blond,BLONDDDD for god sake!!! aishhhhhhhh!!!! then, i was grinning like an idiot thinking that he was there dancing with all gorgeous princes UNTIL the time they went to introduce themself ;_________; i felt stupid to even mistaking my bias with someone else!(forgive me elf) m( __ __")m

BUT i certainly LOOOOOOOOVEEE the way my darling Heechul introduced himself!!!;

SARANGHAEYO KIM HEECHUL!!!

awwwwwwwwwwww~~~that was totally adorable awwwwwwwww!!!!! *u*
then the concert went on and on but STILLL! i was the only idiot in the stadium for not focusing on the performances instead i was looking for my darling Heechul EVERY-damn-WHERE! EVERY SINGLE damn TIME!!! FUCK. he always missed in place! HE PLAYED HIDE AND SEEK with me that night!!! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! I WAS SOOOOO FRUSTRATED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! at first i thought he was there! but then i grew suspicious and started counting SUPER JUNIOR members and WTF? ONLY 9?????????!!!!!! WHERE THE HELL IS MY HEECHUL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGHHHHH!!!! ;____; poor me!!!!!! wuuuu...wuuu.......

luckily,i managed to snap BILLIONS of his photo when he performed~phewwww!!!!!!! him with red pants, him with BIG sunglasses,him with ELEGANT white suits, him with sexaaayyyy ripped pants~~ HE GOT THIS STRONG ATTRACTIVE AURA OF CINDERELLA KIM HEECHUL WITH THE WAY HE WALKED,THE WAY HE JUMPED FORWARD EXCITEDLY DURING PERFORMING AND THE WAY HE TALKED!!!! GYAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH SOOO KIM HEECHUL-LIKE!!!!! REALLYYYYY I SAID!!!!! and i love him for that thee hehehehee.... :"DDD

and ALL MY SHOTS OF HIM WERE ALL GORGEOUS AND CLEAR AND SHININGGGGGGGGGGG!!!! I LOVEEEEEEEEE ALL THE PICS!!! yaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!hehe^^ LOL THE WHOLE TIME SUPER JUNIOR WAS PERFORMING, MY EYES ONLY WENT WILD FOR KIM HEECHUL ONLY!!!!!!!!! EVERYWHERE HE WENT, I WOULD ONLY LOOK AT HIM!!!! and i felt OVERLY EXCITED WHEN THEY PERFORMED ROKKUGO!!!!! AHAHAHAHAHAH!!!! COZ THAT'S WHEN MY DARLING SANG,DANCED AND DO CUTE THINGS THE MOST!!!!!!!!!!!! my darling thou looked ridiculous with those "throwing a rope like cowboy" dance, he looked somehow awwwwwwwwwwwwwwww i don't know i loooooooooovveeee him dancing that wayy!! HAHAHAHAHAH!!!! haha what a waste. i didn't even glance to anyone except HIM! not gonna lose that GOLDEN CHANCES cuz he barely at stage!!!! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa poor me!!!!!!!!!!!
;____;

while my darling being hardly seen on stage, Kyuhyun,Siwon, Yesung, and Shin Dong has made their several mini tours at my seating area -_-" and ESCPECIALLY both magnae Kyunhyun & the macho Siwon. they LOOOOVEE RIGHT seating area don't you think? Kyuhyun had waved for HUNDREDS of time already to elfs at my seating area (BUT still my darling wouldn't come to me!!!! aaaaa what a luck!!!!! ;___; *cries blood*) and keep smiling awwww i love his smile,hehe he looked sooooooooo CUTIEEE with his shy smile!! awwwwwwwwww he was the most active member with LOTSA ENERGY running from the front stage to the back, grabbing all ELFS's hands and running through the rockpitt area like a child aawwwwww *jealous* ;___; he didn't wave AT me this year...last year he did,and im pretty sure he saw me WAVING AT HIM BACK WHILE STANDING AND SMILING LIKE AN IDIOT...LAST YEAR.

and Siwon,i was attracted with his manliness,frankiness,his macho,muscular figure and somehow he was the nicest guy i saw there. yeah, he kept on smiling showing his deep dimples ohhh im melting...lol XDD overreacting am i?XDDD and there was this time when he went near the fans and a daddy wanna snap a photo of him (during Cooking Cooking song) and then he motioned the daddy to not taking any pictures~ he sweetly smiled and bowed with both his hands attached together(pls imagine Thailands' SAWADIKAP) awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww that caught my heart you!!!! BUT same thing happened like Kyuhyun...he didn't wave at me this year, he did wave to my seating area but he didn't look straight at me!!!!...uwaaaaaaaa!!! WHY!!! WHYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!! last year he even posed like; shaping his fingers like a binocular and scouring to my seating area (which was DARN ADORABLE!!!! =w=) and im pretty sure he saw me WAVING AND CALLING HIS NAME LIKE CRAZAAAAYYYYYYY that time!! BUT he didn't do so this year~~ wuuu...wuuu.....that was DEPRESSING!!!!! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~~~

well,last year i didn't get to shoot Siwon & Heechul moments as many as i got this year! YAY!!!!!! i give them credits for that! OHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHO sneaky,teasy SiChul! caught you both!!!!!!!! they really love teasing each other, and yup! they love being in their own world! awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww sweety SiChul!!!! *u* with my darling tried to take off Siwon's pilot cap, and that time when he tried to tickle Siwon~hahahah i grinned like some freak fangirl lol XDDDD and even screamed,"AWWWWWW SICHULL!!! AWWW!!! CAUGHT YOUUU!!!!!SOOO CUUUTTEEE" and SNAAAAAAAAAAPPPP like crazaayyyyy XDDDD

and there was this time when my darling said,"DON'T WORRY I DON'T SICK!"( lol of course i thought him being sick that's why he didn't perform! but then he said that in English made me all like awwwwwwww you sweetie blueberry pie,i'll forgive you this time but NOT NEXT TIME!!!!)
and i think i heard Siwon said to Heechul like,"No,no..don't listen to his bad English..?" err...is it..? or he said that when Eunhyuk said,"You're all gorgeous and I'm gorgeous"...? err im confused lol =u=" don't mind me... awww i love Siwon & Heechul moments!!! THEY ARE CUTEEE!!!!!!!! HEECHUL is indeed a dominant uke!!!! (for yaoi fangirl you shud know what it means~lol XDDDD) and they're the reason on why im starting to love Super Junior moeerrr lol thx to them!^^ (err..im using them in my YUNJAE ff but pls don't get mad at me elf hehe)
ALSO!

AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW THERE WAS A PIC WHEN MY DARLING KIM HEECHUL WAVED AT MY CAMERAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THAT PICTURE IS FOREVER PRECIOUS AND PRICELESS!!!! AWWWWWWWWWWWWW MY DARLINGGGG~~~~ HE KNEW I WAS LOOKING FOR HIM LIKE CRAZAAAAYYYYY SOOOOO HE WAVED AT ME THEN!!! THEN DARLING I'LL FORGIVE YOU FOR TORTURING MY HEART THE WHOLE CONCERT!!!! OH GOSHHHHH I LOVE IT!! I LOOOOOOOVEE ITTTT!!!!!!!! KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA~~~~~!!! MY DARLING HEECHUL IS WACING AT ME!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~~~ (and with that,im TOTALLY FINE with the fact that Kyuhyun & Siwon forgot to wave at me that night ;__;)

darling heenim i love you too~~^^(lol my bb JJ will get jealous hoho)

overall, this year's SS3 was the best concert of all...(still hoping for JYJ World Tour thou...damn my hope has crushed ;___;)

with Sungmin saying,"I LOVE YOU" in ENGLISH awwwwwww sooo CUTEE!!! *u*

with Siwon always shouting,"I LOVE YOU MALAYSIA!" and saying "GOD BLESS MALAYSIA" ^^
with Lee Teuk which pleased us by his Arabian appearance while laughing he said,"AHA HA HA MALAYSIA APA KHABAR!!!" XDDDD

with Shin Dong yeah, he said "APA KHABAR!" too!!! yayyyy!!!!! :DD

with Eunyuk AMAZED me with his performance singing DOWN!!! IT'S MY FAVOURITE SONGGGGGGGGGGGG HEEEYYYY!!!!

and Dong Hae with his super duper cool dancing damn it he's good!!! and the awesomeness is doubled when both EunHae performing the dancing together (and lol no wonder ELF believe EunHae is real XDDDDD)

and with Kang In's special VIRTUAL appearance..damn! it moved me to tears! a Chinese besides me even sobbed hard watching it! ;___;

thou they didn't prepare for a special performance like Chu last year but still this year's show is the best!

SUPER JUNIOR IS DAEBAK!!!

hope they'll come again next year :DD

and hope my darling Kim Heechul won't prepare a HIDE-and-SEEK game with me like this year -__-"

oh yeah, after the concert has ended,i went to the car park basement, thou i didn't see them(coz of the fucking tinted car mirrors) i did wave at those in WHITE VANS which i believed they were in it and not the bus! and even an ELF even said,"YEAH,they are in the WHITE VANS!" lol one of them WAVED BACK at me...i wonder who he was...please be HEECHUL!! PLEASEEEE!!! thou i couldn't confirm it with my own eyes, please please PLEASE LET IT BE MY DARLING HEECHUL!!!!

and worst,they went straight back to Korea after the concert. it must be my darling's fault for whining over Malaysia's hot weather~maybe bcoz their manager saw that he tweeted," I want chill in malaysia :( " so they decided to go back to the cold Korea right away lol XDDD hehe lol jk.

last but not least,enjoy my fancams!^^

Sorry Sorry

No Other

Song for ELF

Bonamana+Heechul INTRO

DOWN by Eunhyuk

Eunhyuk Waving Flags!

[INFO] JJ The Walking Mannequin Heading To THAILAND

2011-03-20T17:14:00.002+08:00

[Fan Acc] Jaejoong at Suvarnabhumi airport in Bangkok Thailand ..

while walking out from the Suvarnabhumi airport Jaejoong was protected by roughly 10 bodyguards O_O

Jaejoong was in an extremely good mood. He kept smiling all the way to the van

Jaejoong is already at his hotel and is in his room safe and sound..fans weren't really able to follow because he was too fast.

fans who waited at the hotel were able to see him clearly. While waiting for his luggages to be checked, Jaejoong turn and waved to fans

a fan gave Jaejoong an elephant pillow, Jaejoong uses it immediately and gave his old pillow to his manager

Fans were screaming so loud at JJ, JJ then put his pointing finger to his lips indicated that fans were too loud after that he smiled

Source : Cassiopeia Thailand
English translation : AMMICKY

More;

JYJconcertinSG JYJ Concert In SG
[NEWS] Two reasons why Jaejoong is heading to Thailand alone is 1) Director Kim has concert work need to do and 2) Chang drink CF shooting

first thing i wanna say is,THAI CASSIES are damn lucky...damnit im jealousssssss!!!!!! i wanna see him!!! I MISS HIM SOOOOO DAMN MUCHH!!! I WANNA MEET HIM!!! I NEED HIM!!!! ;___; baby c'mere pls... ;___; pleasee.....

[VID] ELLE MOVIE STILL WITH JJ

2011-03-19T01:45:00.004+08:00

WARNING!!! HOTNESS OVERLOADED ON THIS POST!!!

HE'S A WOKR OF AN ART FROM HEAVEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THE MOMENT I SAW THIS VID I WAS LIKE...

"IS HE....EVEN REAL...?"

"WHY! WHY!!!!! WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!! IS HE SOOOOO PERFECTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!"

"I CAN'T STAND IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

"THE BED SCENE MATCHES HIM THE MOSTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT HE'S HOOOOOOOOOOOOT HE'S HOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT HE'S BEAUTIFUL EVEN HE SLEEPS!!!!!"

"IM GOING CRAZAAAAYYYYYY OVER THIS!!!!! IM GOING CRAZAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!"

*BITING ON A CLOTH*

"AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!! HE'S AN ANGEL!!!!!!!!"

EVEN THE MOMENT HE'S SLEEEEEEEEEEEEPPYYYYYYYYY WHILE EATING HIS CEREALLLL HE LOOOKKSSSS PERFECTLY,DAMNLY GORGEOUSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!

I DIED AT THE MOMENT IN BATHROOM AND AT TIME HE SET UP HIS GUNNNNNN FUUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK HOW CAN A HUMAN BE THIS PERFECT!???? THIS BREATHTAKING??? THIS CHARMING???? THISSSS,THISSSSS THISSSS NOSEBLEEDINGGG???? THISSS THISSS

KILLING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!

I EVEN STARTED TO CRY WHEN I SAW THE FIRST PART OF PART 2!!!! I NEARLY BURST TO CRY WHEN I DIDN'T FOUND THE SECOND PARTTTTTTTTTTT!!! WHAT A HUMAN!!! WHAT A BITCH YOU AREEEEEEE KIM JAEJOOOONNNGGG FOR MAKING ME ACT THIS WAY!!!!!

THIS IS SILLYYYYY!!!!!!! I'M BECOMING ABNORMAL BECAUSE OF THIS JJ GUYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!

ALMOST 15 MINUTES WATCHING THIS VID, MY HANDS WERE FLAILING ALL AROUND LIKE CRAZAAAAYYYY AND MY FEET HURTS BADLY WHEN IT ALWAYS HIT THE HARD CHAIR IM RESTING MY FEET ONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!!!

AND I CAN'T STOP FANGIRLINGGGGGGGGGGGGGG AND SCREAAAAAAAAAAAAMIIIIINNNGGGG OUT OF OVER-EXCITEMENTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

CRYING,SCREAMING, ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

I CAN NEVER STOP FANGIRLING OVER HIM!!!!!!!!

NEVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!

I WAS INJURED MENTAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAALLLLYYY AND EVEN PHYSICAAAAAAAAAALLLLYYY BECAUSE OF THIS GUYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BUT STILLLLLLLL!!!! STILLLLLLLLLLLLLL!!!!

I LOVE HIM FOR THAT :)

GONNA MAKE GIFS TOMORROW!!!! SPAAZZZZZZZZZZZZ~~~~~

BABY I LOVE YOU!!! I LOOOOOOOOOOOOOVVVVEEEE YOUUUUUUUUU!!!!!

[VID] Before You Go Official Video+GIFTS

2011-03-15T16:00:00.004+08:00

lol i've been spazzing about this on tumblr the whole time after i watched the video~lol raping the replay button is fun today! :D anyway this mv is bloody cool with the gorgeously killing leader-shi and fucking breathtaking lord changmin~ide~~~

*______*

and here's some of my gifts for Cassies from Before You Go;

Lyrics & Wallies :)

Lyric (Hangul)

그대만 바라보는 것이 부담스럽다고 느낀다면 난 이제 그만 떠날게. 내 감정을 다스리지 못해 그댈 괴롭게 했던 거라면 이제 난 물러날게.

난 그대가 훅-하고 내 곁에서 날아가 버릴까 단 하루도 휴-하고 쉴 수조차 없었단 말야. 내 이런 바보 같은 집착이 널 아프게 할 줄 난 미처 몰랐다.

이것만은 알고가 너만 사랑했었던 단 한 남자였다고 너무 미련해서 너조차 지키지도 못했던 바보등신이었다. 너 끝까지 내 곁에 남으면 더 힘들고 쓰러질지도 몰라 아주 잘한 거야 너를 자유롭게 해줄 사람이 네 곁에 올 거야, 네 곁에 올 거야.

사소한 어떤 변명도 이제 하지 않을게 그런 표정 짓지 마 (슬퍼..) 나는 단지 입을 닫고 너의 행복만을 바래주고 싶었어. 그런 게 아닌데…no..

찬바람에 후-하고 차가운 네 손 덥혀주던 날 내 가슴에 푹-하고 안겨 나눈 1년만의 첫 키스 난 나를 주고 말았다. 언제라도 그렇다.

행복한 추억들을 내게 줘서 고맙다. 넌 잊고 살아. 넌 모두 잊어버리고 걱정스런 눈빛으로 보지 마 난 괜찮아. 언젠가 이 심장의 상처들은 아물겠지 언젠가 나도 좋은 사람 만나게 되겠지. 잊어! 그래, 모두 떨쳐버리고 어서가라. 내 이런 마음 다시 돌려 너를 잡아두기 전에…

습관처럼 나도 모르게 네게 전화 할지도 몰라. hello? hello? hello? hello? 네가 너무 보고 싶어서 네 집 앞에 있어도 냉정하게..

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Romaji

geudaeman baraboneun geoshi budamseureopdago neukkindamyeon nan ije geuman tteonalge nae kamjeongeul daseuriji mothae geudael gwerobge haetdeon georamyeon ije nan mulleonalke

nan geudaega huk hago nae gyeoteseo naraga beorilkka dan harudo hyu hago swil sujocha eopseotdan malya nae ireon pabo gateun jibchagi neorapeuge hal jul nan mijyeo mollatda

igeonmaneun algoga neoman saranghaesseotdeon dan han namjayeotdago neomu miryeonhaeseo neojocha jigijido mothaetdeon pabo deungshini yeotda neo kkeutkkaji nae gyeote nameumyeon deo himdeulgo sseureojil jido molla aju jarhan geoya neoreul jayurobge haejul sarami ne gyeote ol keoya ne gyeote ol keoya

sasohan eotteon byeon myeongdo ije haji anheulke geureon pyojeong jitji ma (seulpeo) naneun danji ibeul dadko neoye haengbong maneul baraejugo shipeosseo geureon ge aninde no no no no no chanbarame hu hago chagaun ne son nokhyeojudeon nal nae gaseume puk hago ankyeo nanun ilnyeon manye cheot kiseu nan nareul jugo maratda eonjerado geureohke

igeonmaneun algoga neoman saranghaesseotdeon dan han namjayeotdago neomu miryeonhaeseo neojocha jigijido mothaetdeon pabo deungshiniyeotda neo kkeutkkaji nae gyeote nameumyeon deo himdeulgo sseureo jiljido molla aju jarhan geoya neoreul jayurobge haejul sarami ne gyeote ol keoya ne gyeote ol keoya

haengbokhan chueokdeureul naege jwoseo komapda neon itko sara neon modu ijeobeorigo keokjeongseureon nunbiteuro boji ma nan gwaehnchanha

eonjenga i shimjangye sangcheodeureun amul getji eonjenga nado choheun saram mannage dweketji ijeo geurae modu tteolchyeobeorigo eoseo kara nae ireon maeum tashi dollyeo neoreul jabadugi jeone

seub gwahncheoreom nado moreuge nege jeonhwa haljido molla hello hello hello hello niga neomu bogo shipeoseo ne jib ape isseodo naengjeong hage

igeonmaneun algoga neoman saranghaesseotdeon dan han namjayeot dago neomu miryeonhaeseo neojocha jigijido mothaetdeon pabo deungshini yeotda neo kkeutkkaji nae gyeote nameumyeon deo himdeulgo sseureo jiljido molla aju jarhan geoya neoreul jayurobge haejul sarami ne gyeote ol keoya ne gyeote ol keoya

Translation:

If you feel it’s a burden that all my senses are focused only on you, I will leave now If I made you suffer ’cause I couldn’t control my feelings, I will go now I was afraid that like a “hooc”, you might fly away from my side. Not a day could I rest saying “hugh…” I didn’t know then that I was hurting you with my foolish obsession

Just know this before you go That I was the only man who loved you only So stupid was I, an idiot, a scumbag who couldn’t even protect you If you stay beside me ’till the end, You’ll be more heartbroken, you might fall. Made a very good choice… A person who will set you free, will come to you, will come to you

I won’t make any more of small excuses So make that kind of look on your face no more… (So sad…) With my mouth shut, I only wanted to wish your happiness I wasn’t that, no no no… In the cold wind, with “hoo”, I warmed up your cold hands. “Pooc” (deep) in my arms, after a year, we had our first kiss I gave myself to you, I always do

Thank you for giving me happy memories You go on and don’t remember, forget everything Don’t look at me with worried eyes, I’m OK

Someday all my heart’s wounds will be cured Someday I will meet a nice person… Forget! Yeah, forget everything and hurry up and go! Before I change my mind and hold onto you

Out of habit, I might call you without knowing Hello? Hello? Hello? Hello? Missing you crazy, if I’m at your door, be cold…

Source: sharingyoochun.net

GIFTS[Wallies]

[RANDOM] Gifts for all YUNJAE Shippers

2011-03-13T18:42:00.003+08:00

all credits to me :)

i was bored like hell that i did this mass photo manipulation and a fanart~ :) hope you guys like it!^^

[RANDOM] Why'd I Love JJ? Of ALL 5 Members?

2011-03-13T18:29:00.004+08:00

Firstly he's an uke.( i am a YAOI fangirl and his face looks like Haruka Minami's uke,for a yaoi fangirl, you should understand what i mean :D )

Secondly the above picture stated it all... ( it was the very first photo of JJ i've used as my FB default pic)

[RANDOM] A Homophobic Turned To Be A HUGE YUNJAE Shipper :D

2011-03-13T17:25:00.007+08:00

okay, this post is random and i would like to share about my very first time meeting with YunJae~omo...

it was...3 or 4 years ago...? i don't remember... ;__; i was...

HOMOPHOBIC before...

yes...sounds weird isn't it?

i,the homophobic became the HUGEST YUNJAE shipper because of a simple but repetitively encounter with lotsa YUNJAE videos and their pictures~

above was the very first picture i saw which kinda freaked me out...

and i was like,

"What the FUCK is wrong with you two?"

"Walking while holding hands? Hey,that's not normal!"

"Just let go of that hands! Should you walk like that while others are looking?"

...

above was the one being photoshopped and for aometimes i've been fangirling over it without knowing it wasn't the real photos -__-

that...lol i hate seeing things like that and at that time my bias was JUNG YUNHO...hoho...

and i even cursed those fans who created fanvideo about them; the so-called YunJae -__-"

actually i found this video from HEAVENSWINE...sounds familiar? SHE'S THE HUGEST YUNJAE SHIPPER AND BECAUSE OF HER I WAS DRAGGED ALONG INTO THIS HEAVENLY WORLD OF YUNJAE...

no doubt.

watch them at 1:01...that was the very first clip i saw from HEAVEN

SWINE(i can't seems to find that one from her channel! ;__; her YouTube accounts has been suspended like so many times 0_0 thus i found this randomly)

okay, they were hugging each other, holding hands, and then wh

at...

she got us too much evidences of YUNJAE-ness and eventually made me fall for this YUNJAE... -____-" guess,im not strong enough to be a homophobic okay...

then, at 2008 i was SOO addicted to this DBSK/TVXQ/THSK that i spent half of my day posting stupid replies to a fanclub forum...and i was bound to read...a YUNJAE ff=YAOI ff...at first,i couldn't read a hardcore one...i never did read a YAOI manga before,i never been so into YAOI PORN before... so i just read a mild one,just some kisses and hugs but the imaginations alone made me wanna puke...at that time...

but then, i gradually learned how to control myself reading all the smutness and ta-da, now i am all IMMUNE.. :D

i am more comfortable reading those YUNJAE smut and even a hardcore stuffs..haha

rather than sounds GAY-er ff= full of sweet words,cries...

the very first ff was from sparklingbabe at winglin.net..dude,i was traumatic reading hers as i was not yet used to yaoi porn. i couldn't even imagine how they did it...haha how innocent of me..at that time -_-"

i even asked my Biology teacher about how two men do 'it'? huhu~ stupid me...

blame it all to these YUNJAE for turning me the homophobic to be their HUGE shipper aishh...

so at the end of 2009 and the beginning of 2010; i was fully developed into a fujoshi( YAOI fangirl) and that's thanks to YUNJAE and their shipper who brought me along to the sweetyland of YUNJAE...

now,im all good,i love them two and they're my OTP forever! HOHO

and with that too, my bias is changed to KIM JAEJOONG... i love uke!^^ (the bottom one)

-end-

Some of the earliest FF i read;

sparklingbabe at winglin.net

Then There Was You

[INFO] JJ & JS Confessed They Watched Porn :D

2011-03-13T16:08:00.002+08:00

[And by bored, I think JaeJoong means when his YunHo isn't around]

MC: Junsu-ssi, do you watch porn?

JS: What?!

JJ: We all watch porn.

JS: No, no you mean we watch’ed’ it. Not anymore.

JJ: I still watch it sometimes when I’m bored.

YC: It’ll be on the newspaper tomorrow. “Kim Jaejoong from JYJ, addicted to porn!”

JS: My parents are here.

JJ: My parents are here too.

Via JYJ

Credit: moon1084@tumblr

p/s: i don't even. lol.

[PICS/VIDS/NEWS] JYJ At White Day Fanmeeting 12032011

2011-03-13T00:24:00.007+08:00

credit pic: manzana-bc@tumblr

-From JYJ-

Boys played games of “folding newspapers” and “punches showdown~”

The boys sang Mission, Nine, Found You, Be My Girl Remix, Empty

The boys played games where they were placed into “teams” with their respective managers. JJ’s team won

The boys also played “Ideal Woman World Cup” with fans, where they picked out the “ideal woman” from notes that fans left for them. They picked out fans that wrote “unique” (aka strange) comments. ^^;

The fans that got picked during the “world cup” were: 1) the fan who wrote “I will even watch porn with JYJ,” 2) “If I were to go out with JYJ, that’d be a loss for ME!” 3) “I am willing to go to the Korean military with JYJ.” The fan that won left the comment, “I believe in you and will wait for you.”

The boys gave out candy to the fans, and JS & YC put their faces to them to leave their “scent.” JJ left his “scent” by touching them.

At the end of the fanmeet, JYJ said “Thank you for waiting for us, but in order so that you don’t just wait, we will work (even) harder.”

JYJ also said that, “to live up to your expectations, they will do anything, climb mountains and cross river”.

=====================================================

JJ From Today's White Day Fanmeeting

pics credit: PrayForJYJ via twitter, purpledandelion via ladygotgo@tumblr

-From Jaejoong-

Explained away his “scandals.” They were all false~. JJ said that there have been three so far and once, when he was involved in a scandal with a model, who was just his friend, he called her and asked if she saw the news. She told JJ that she’ll call him back after looking it up, but her agency called instead, thanking JJ (for the publicity). [LOL]

After last year’s concert in Seoul, JJ cried while he was holding JS and tears from JJ fell on JS’s cheek, so they cried together.

During a game of “Cham Cham Cham” [a game where person A and B take turns trying to make the other person (let's say, person A) turn his head in same direction as person B's hand, which is placed in front of person A's face] JJ hit YC so hard with a squeaky hammer [a toy hammer used for games in Asia] that it broke!

JJ scored “4000″ during the punching game (he punched into a punching machine that scores the power of your punch). And won

When asked what he thought about “Angel Xiah,” JJ replied, “It has gotten old. Stop.”(hahaha)

When asked if JJ knew that YC would win the award for “best rookie actor of 2010″ in KBS, JJ replied, “of course, he’s Yuchun.”

JJ’s special guest was Kim SungSu [a Korean singer who is part of the group "Cool." He is best known not for his singing, but his abilities as a comedian].

JJ and Kim SungSu first met at a portable road side bar (“Pocha”) in Korea’s Shinsadong (in Seoul). As a senior, Sungsu bought JJ drinks, thinking that a couple bottles would be enough. They ended up drinking approximately $300 worth of drinks that night and Sungsu left telling JJ that he had been defeated and JJ was a “super hero.”

During “Ideal Woman World Cup,” JJ announced that he no longer watches porn ^^; after picking out a fan who left a message saying “I will even watch porn with you.” The host couldn’t get over this outburst and kept at it, and JJ ended the conversation saying that his parents doesn’t let him watch it anymore. (hahaha, oh jj T_T;;)

During the “Ideal Woman World Cup” game, JJ picked the winner because he likes the phrase “waiting for someone.”

JJ asked the fans to tell all those who could not come that “it was fun & good times”! (T_T)

JJ cried at the end of the fanmeet after seeing JS cry.. T_T

At the end of the fanmeet, JJ said “It is of utmost frustration to be born as a human being yet be unable to do the things you want to do.” (ahh T_T jj…)

credit: iherocassie.wordpress.com

[WD fanmeet acct] After the encore song, JJ turned on the mic back on and JYJ talked more to thank fans.

JJ: Thank you~ We were supposed to end it [T/N: literally, "go in"] after this ending song. The staff must be confused. We thank you so much. YC named the title "Sweet White Day Date". We thank you for coming. Please tell the fans who couldn't come today that we had fun. We wanted to get a bigger place than this because we wanted to meet more people. Please tell them we're sorry.
YC: Don't you like "Fallen Leaves?" I like it a lot. You healed our hearts a lot (at this point, some fans were shouting something, so people couldn't hear YC too well). We thank you very much. I like the name JYJ. And I'm very grateful of you for liking us a lot so we could live happily. Yes, now it's our turn to pay back, we'll work [T/N: literally "run"] really hard.
JS: Ah... I thank you.... (JS starts crying) Thank you (voice shaking) then JJ starts talking for JS. But JJ also got teary and choked a few times while talking.
JJ: I'm sorry. We didn't prepare for this... we haven't prepared, so our emotions are coming out first.. so it's natural for JS to be in this situation. We played 속마음을 말해봐 game [T/N: literally, "Tell me your inner heart"], but Maybe, if we really are to open you our heart, it will take us for 4 to 5 hours to talk. Maybe that won't be even enough.
Like YC said, we're really happy. We as human beings get frustrated when we can't do the things we like, we can't do the things we want to do, and we can't express our emotions we want to express. But, even though it's still not 100% [T/N: they can't do everything they want 100%], there are people in front of us who help us express them freely. And that makes us very happy. Now we'll try harder and achieve (this part is unclear) and we have to run like YC said. That's what we need to do. We thank you for believing in us.
JYJ: Thank you, thank you!
Cr: naver blog, DC Inside
[T/N: my friend who went to the fan meet said she cried so much seeing JS and JJ cry and listening to them talk b/c she could really feel how sincere and genuine JYJ was about their appreciation of fans. T_T]

credit: Spring_Breezes@twitter via JYJ_MY@twitter

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credit vids: to whoever own this

p/s: JJ watch-ED porn...he said now he don't watch anymore...cmon bb, porn is addictive don't you agree :DD omo

[VID] BB JJ's Intermodulation Love For 3 Days DVD Offshot

2011-03-11T13:27:00.003+08:00

okay..okay...i need to take the deepest breath before i go on...okay...

*inhale*...........................
*exhale*...........................

Have you ever seen a human who doesn't seem to be a human at all?

Have you ever seen a human whose eyes shine with it's pure sincerity and honesty the moment his lips curved like a magnificent crescent moon?

Have you ever seen a human whose smile is dazzling with such intensity for us to see, revealing his beautifully arranged white teeth?

Have you ever seen a human whose body seems so fragile and delicate yet oozes out his undeniably charming masculine aura?

Have you ever seen a human whom people might be mistaken for a fallen angel losing his way from the heaven?

Well, who else I might talk about here...?

I have seen him...!

Thou it was not that close,I do have seen him!

And I keep on watching him from afar and everytime I see him, I tend to forget how to breath...

What is breathing anyway...?

My heart too,seems confuse whether to continue it's beating...

Or not...

What's the point of beating...?

Whenever that certain someone invaded my sight, my heart immediately shows it's unusual reaction...

The irregular heart thud...

The uneven breathing...

That wonderful feeling...

Oh Kim Jaejoong...

Do you really have to torture me like this...?

Do you even know how painful it is to know the fact that I am so deeply in love with you but I can't have you...?

Not even a single chance there is for us to get to know each other...

Not even a single chance there is for us to hold hands...

Not even a single chance for us to be in a mutual-feeling relationship...

Not even a single chance...

Never...

Ever.....

But, thou I already knew all these, I can't stop thinking about you...

I can't stop dreaming about you...

I can't stop muttering your name...

I can't stop glancing at your pictures every single day...

I just can't...

To know that you're the one who taught me all these blissful feeling...

To know that you heard my love confession...

To know that you're the first man I have ever said those three meaningful words to...

I felt very thankful...

Thank you,dear...

I'll always love you even if we go on our separated ways...

I love you...

call me crazy if you want for writing such romantic poems but actually i wanna have a word about these 3 videos of Love for 3 Days from JJ's intermodulation~

OMG...criously...what's the meaning of breathing? where is air to breath?

on the first day of the shooting, you could see those blinding white smiles of his had already stole my breath away...

i like his melodious voice...omg im melting...

awww....he's sweet...thou he said it was boring to film this photobook alone,he surely enjoyed it pretty much with all those endless smile
which constantly appearing on his face...

well,personally i love the 3rd day shooting the most...OMG..

to see him blended with all those natures leave me some peace of mind...

(i mean...rather than seeing him dancing with those sexy dancers ;__; my heart blowed with a hole...)

we could see the natural and refreshing side of him on the third day of shooting...

other than with the nature, he too surely fit well on the bed..err...i mean, i love to see him messing up on bed acting adorable and amusing awwww bb i love you! ;_;
to the point of tears always visible in my eyes whenever i see him smile and laugh~awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww JJ is endearing don't you agree guys?

He got this soft dimple curved as he smiles...gyahhh that surely stopped my heartbeating...and the natural funny expression of his when the photographer
shot his face expressions awwwwww

I remembered some pictures he posted on twitter last year...yeah, there are several pictures showing his photoshoot site and the one he mentioned as autumn or something...
that place was pleasantly nice and soothing...i would like to go there someday!^^

And at the last part of the video, he said that we could see him as a friend...?

A brother...?

Oppa...?

hey,hey look, i never see you as one of them other than LOVER,HUSBAND for eternity!!!!! ;__; im crazaaayyy

omo the moment he said "OPPA"...look at him! how can a human be this cute and perfect! he's sooooooooooooo cuuuteee i can't stand it!!!!

gyahhhhhhh!!!! i really want to call him "OPPA" right in front of his face someday! CERTAINLY I'LL DO IT!!! AAHHHHHHHH KJJ I LOVE YOU!!!^^

and he's so cruel that he said,"I hope you give so many love to this photobook"..how dare he said something like that...!!!

He made me wanna buy the intermodulation right away!! ooh my money...I've promised to myself that I would buy it after I got my money...I'm saving my money
for his concert and photobook @_@ im dead from starvation...

watever it is, i just wanna say...he's gorgeous from head to toe that i fell hard for him...

this intermodulation photobook just make my obsession even worst...

damn...

[VID] HOMIN's Before You Go MV Teaser

2011-03-11T13:23:00.003+08:00

okay i just can't let this pass...can you see how HAWWWWWWWWWWWWT they are in this video~~OMG these two,Yunho and Changmin has started to seduce me over and over~~~ nappeunom-ahh!!! ;__;

damn they're too cool to to be true...

Homin GREETED in ARABIC!!!

2011-03-10T02:31:00.002+08:00

With a simple ASSALAMUALAIKUM, they managed to melt my heart~~awwwwwwwww how sweeetttt~~i just love KBS for having these super lucky arabic fans interview with Yunho and Changmin!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!! Im JEALOUS!!!!!!!! okay there's no eng sub here so...;__; shaiitttt i have to guess EVERY single thing they said ARGHHH this is frustrating!!! arghhhhhhhhh they're sweet !!!! soooo sweeeeet towards their fans!!!! how can these idols be this sweet!!!!! arghhhhhhh i love them even moeerrrrr!!!!!

hahahaha look at Yunho when he wore the red scraf like some Arabic men XDDD

that just made my day!!!!! i don't know why Changmin looked somehow,tired..?? i doubt if he enjoyed the whole interview just by seeing his expressions~hmm guess he's exhausted from many shows i guess~ ;__; i would really like to see him wearing the red scarf too! hehe~~

KBS!!!! make one for malaysian fans tooooooooooooooooo!!!!

credit: sharingyoochun

JJ's Song-NINE

2011-03-09T15:46:00.003+08:00

Do you know what’s call love?

No? in fact I have no idea about it too…
Just don’t know it
My heart feels hot and I keep running and keep tearing up
What should I do?
Should I go pleading with bent knees?
I don’t know too.
I keep finding you and running, I’m back to the original spot even when I keep walking
Do you not love me? Do you not want to forget?

Even if I want to start anew, it doesn’t seems easy for our love
My memories. Sweet memories.
I have become someone who can no longer hide it
Forget the old days. We just need to have the two of us
Know we know it, don’t we?
We know it even if we don’t say it out
Tomorrow, we will shout out of the yesterday that isn’t too far
I’m sorry that I can’t say it: I love you my dear.

Many times i’ve tried calling

I’ve been thinking about what to say…
I don’t know it too.
Even as I fall asleep and wake up, I can’t stop myself from wanting to find you
Look at me, look at the me now
Although it feels awakward because I’ve changed so much, wait
Let’s not be too far apart, I make a promise to the world ahead of me

NINE- Composed and written by Jaejoong

A/N: The lyrics are quite obvious so people were all happy about it. Then Jaejoong tried to crush our hope by tweeting that the song was about Yoochun and the nine years they spent together.

Which is a lie… or Jae just has a terrible, terrible memory.

Jaejoong knows Yoochun for seven years (well, when the song was written he knew him for that long). Nine years ago, Yoochun was still in the USA. The only person on the group that we are certain that Jaejoong knows for nine years is Yunho because he mentioned it on Couple Talk.
Why the hell would you miss Yoochun? He’s right there! I can understand that you wouldn’t mention Homin, but what about poor Junsu? If you’re going to lie about who the song is about, use his name too! AND: “We just need to have the two of us”. Really? So Junsu can just leave, right?

p/s:To MR Kim Jaejoong, you can deceive us,crush our hope to see you two together,but you know, you CAN NEVER deceive your heart...

AKTF Yunjae ♥

credit: trustoverfear@tumblr

How could YUNJAE be this REAL?!

2011-03-09T15:19:00.002+08:00

Cuz their ain't no better reasons than these~

1. Personally, Yunho don't like physical contacts, BUT when it's Joongie, he's the one who initiates most of the time :)

2. . Yunho personally signed and APPROVED YUNJAE.. (this is true) (the marriage contract)

3. . When they went to Shanghai, the fans made a YunJae banner. (due to its GIGANTIC size... it's IMPOSSIBLE that they did not notice it.

4.. Yunho is MANLY, but he has his soft spot for joongie.

5. . He loves to put his chin on Jae's shoulders.

6.. He always put his arms around Jaejoong's shoulders and waist!

7.. HE CARES FOR HIM! esp. in the Line-up where in Jaejoong was tired an yunho was like " who told you to run like that" YT has it!

8. . Yunho and Jaejoong actually read Gashiyeon before!

9. During Xman # 69 where in TVXQ was guested, during the dance performance, Yunho don't care about the other members dancing... BUT

when it was Jaejoong's turn, He's voice stood out when he shouted "WOOOH!"

10 . Yunho sang Jaejoong's "Footsteps" during their rehearsal.

11. During Xman #69 Couple Game, you can see the difference between how Yunho carried Bae Suel Gi and how he carried Jaejoong in DL

Making.

12. Everytime Jaejoong speaks or answers a question, Yunho always has side comments. ( Like in Xman Hero to Hwang Bo weak point, Yunho talked about Hwang Bo too even if she's His team mate.. :)) )

13. No matter how distant they are, you can always see that both of them finds way to stay close with each other.

14. Yunho always WAITS for Jaejoong....

187. During StarKing Special where in TVXQ was guests, there was a QUICK part where in JJ and ChangMin hugged tightly and Yunho was

about to tap changmin when the camera turned.. *sigh*

15. Every Hug performance, when its jaejoong's part singin "oh baby" YUNHO ALWAYS POINTS HIS FINGER TO JJ! (so true! i saw this)

16. Yunho can hold hands with JJ the whole time Public OR PRIVATE.

17. They are able to point out the negative sides of each other, and all it does is serve to show the closeness of their bond. Watch the

AATVXQII Yunjae Couple Talk and you will understand completely. ( correction from: haunted_dark )

18. During Xman Couple Game, you can see that both Yunho and JJ is not that happy... and when JJ finally released the girl he was carrying, Yunho Smiled...

19. Yunho always turns around or look away everytime Jaejoong is flirting with other guys.

20. Both of them can send DEATH GLARES to the ones getting near each other. (best ex: JJ in Jiwhaza)

21. Yunho was so eager to know who HK was in one interview where in JJ admitted that it was H.O.T's Kangta.

22. They both love to put their palms in each other's laps.

23. YUNHO FIND WAYS TO HOLD JJ! even if Minnie is always in between them...

24. As Xman Couple Game continues, Yunho keeps on glancing to Jaejoong, checking if Joongie is still ok.

25. While they were singin for their partners, both of them actually sang their songs LOOKING AT EACH OTHER!

you will see the difference when you watch it!

26. They SHARE bottles.

27. During an interview, when Yunho realized that Minnie is starting to feel shy around JJ, he had THIS LOOK... !_! (Scary...)

(During New X-Man Ep. 5)

28. During the Dodge Ball Game, when JJ was asked about his specialty and he answere "Good Boy/Nice Shot". Yunho's dorky smile stood up.

He's like "My Joongie is so cute."

29. During DB game too, when se7en happened to throw his "Dizzy Shot", Yunho did not even smiled. He's pissed, tell you that.

30. When it was YH turn to throw the ball, he definitely engraved all his strength to that shot he made for his rival... SE7EN... (sure the shot

Yh made that time was NOT SCRIPTED... as a viewer I can see that se7en was hurt.

31. Another point, Yunho never thrown the ball to JJ... maybe he did one? but he actually let it bounce the soft thing they're stepping at.

(it's like, "Joongie, you can have it)

32. After Andy's shot, JJ was hurt, Yunnie's uneasy BUT he did not dare to come over to check on JJ (afraid of hugging him because he was

hurt?). Mind you, se7en's hands are on JJ head that time.

33. During the elimination part, when JJ was declared as the one to move into Kang Team, Yunho stepped closer ( you can see it clearly, its

like "Every action has a corresponding reaction") to Kang Ho Dong .

34. JJ saying goodbye to Lee team, se7en semi hugged JJ and put his arms aound nis shoulders, Camera man focused on YH then to KHD, he peeped at that scenario... Again he's pissed.

35. JJ in Kang Team, after JJ message for them, YH initially hugged him... yep... HE REALLY DID... it's not just a simple hug... just see to

believe!

36. JJ performance... se7en was the first one to react on "Everyone turn around" of JJ... but then, our competitive leader turned around his wifey instead :)

37. THE MAIN! se7en's performance, Yunho's face was focused by the camera... everyone is aware... "It's not the usual reaction of the calm Jung Yunho" when it comes to performances (*he even cheers for the performers*). but in this, His face is like "I can dance better than you, show me what you've got man!" yep.. he really had this kind of expression.. Leader has a lot of control.. BUT when it comes to JJ... no he doesnt have... You can see his glare burning.

CONCLUSION: JJ has a big influence in Yunho's mood. Others knew it. They just keep on hiding it.

SPECIAL: BONUS FACTS *BE OBSERVANT!*

When it was se7en's turn to perform, from the background, pause you're player and you can clearly see that after Lee team's leader shouts "se7en!". Yunho walked towards the perspiring JJ.

(as you guys can see, the facts i put here are mainly from my own observations.. I put proofs in some to assure that i am NOT making up stories. Mainly, my reasons are composed if my XMAN observation and some of their variety shows. To have the proof, watch the variety shows i have indicated in my reasons.)

PS: I did not steal any information from YJE thread regarding this idea. The things I put here is exact/same reasons I put there.

(from:dans711)

38. ok here's another fact, see this and u'll realise how much Yunho is hunger for JJ kiss, it was in 2004 and i think he didnt confess to jaejae how does he feel yet...lol just like thief trying to steal something wothout getting busted! XD

http://youtube.com/watch?v=q8j_OelyPuU

(from: chloe1910)

39. Both the Yunjae love to feed each other food:

Proof: http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=vakadAP3j ... re=related and

http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=iXYr1MB99 ... re=related

40. Yunho has always declare that he loves caring "girl" who are caring and do little things like pick up dust from his clothes. Jae is very conscious of Yunho's dressing. He's always out to make sure that Yunho's clothes are in perfect order. He even tried to cleaned off the stain from Yunho's suit during the Press Conference at Paragon Thailand. It's not the only case taht Jae has tried to groom Yunho.

Proof: http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=NB2RfVxzAJc (watch out for 0:17-0:21)

41. Yunho confesses to Jae in on national radio (I think it's through Bigeast? Anyone can add on to this?)

Proof:http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=QMdR

uJ3JBO4&feature=related

42. Jae said that sometimes, Jae is uncomfortable with Yunho and that Yunho is getting into ideas with him sometimes. And Junsu went to say that Jae is causing big trouble! so lol! Junsu is kinda confirming the whole Yunjae is real!!

Proof: http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=Ug_q3Mz_q ... re=related (look out for 4:25-4:56)

43. Yunho thinks that Jae is sexy

Proof: http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=Ug_q3Mz_q ... re=related (look out for 1:51-1:52)

44. Yunho is always very attune to what Jae likes. Jae said before that he liked elephant and during their Press Conference at Paragon Thailand, Yunho immediately pull out a red elephant from his pocket and gave it to Jae!!

Proof:http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=xcwKsNQ3gdw&feature=related

45. Yunho is always concerned for Jae's welfare. In Happy Together, Jae is the only one who received a cooling drink from Yunho after he's out from the scorchingly hot sauna room. Yunho even jumped back into the pool to accompany Jae even though he was just in the pool earlier:

Proof:http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=yEDW

1YYT9gg&feature=related

(Look out for 5:32 onwards)

(from: lilxinyue)

46. Jaejoong and Yunho stick together like glue.

As proven:

http://community.livejournal.com/jaeho_ ... 25531.html

47. *yunjae* hero taking care of yunho

Changmin and Yoochun was telling the one recording the clip how cold it is. Yoochun was the one who told Jae that Yunho was feeling cold. Jae removed his jacket and wrapped it around Yunho. Yunho hugged Jae in return. Changmin and Yoochun were smiling after Jae takes care of Yunho.

48. *yunjae* japan moments

At the first part, after Jae said "i love you" to Yunho, Jae was trying to fix the position of Yunho's head. It should be diagonal. But whenever he tries to touch Yunho's face, Yoochun taps him at the legs as if to say "STOP."

49. *yunjae* yunho likes jaejoong

*u-know yunho*: I see everyone all the same, like at the same level.

*DBSK and others*: honestly? honestly, please.

*u-know yunho*: honestly? honestly, the one i really like is.. the one i really liked is Hero JaeJoong.

*max changmin*: i thought so!

50. *yunjae* hug on radio air

When Jae kiss Yunho on the cheeks at the end of the clip, Changmin wasn't shocked and was not even laughin at all. He's smiling so big.

51. *yunjae* hero describing how yunho hugs

Jaejoong was describing how Yunho hugs and suddenly got embarassed. Changmin looked up to Yoochun, who immediately changed the topic.

52. *yunjae* caring yunho

I don't know if Jae was sick or sad at this clip but notice that Yoochun made a way for Jaejoong to go near Yunho and hold Yunho's hand.

53. *yunjae* helping yunho eat

Yoochun and Jae was pointing the food they like Yunho to taste. Yoochun let Jae be the one to move Yunho's hand. When Jae was trying to help Yunho eat, I noticed Changmin said something to Jae quickly.

54. *yunjae* saranghamnida

When Yunho said "saranghamnida" facing Jae, Changmin backed out a little for that.

55. *yunjae* most passionate hug

When Yunho hugged Jae, Yoochun didn't stop talking so as to attract the attention of the viewers.

56. *yunjae* jae said iloveyou to yunho

Jae kept saying "I love you" while Changmin kept saying "we love you." Then he smiled when Jae said "I love you" in english with a sweet tone.

57. *yunjae* wedding

DBSK were asked to perform a wedding. Yoochun immediately picked Jae and Yunho as the couple. Jae was trying to convince Changmin to take part but Changmin won't be convinced.

58. *yunjae* yunho rushed to injured jae

Yoochun was helping Jae get to his sit. But when Yunho rushed in to help Jae, Yoochun entrusted the helpless Jae to Yunho.

59. *yunjae* oh jaejoong

Changmin checked Jaejoong's reaction.

60. *yunjae* date with observation

DBSK was asked who would they like to have a relationship with if they were a girl. Changmin said that it's a very tough question while looking at Jaejoong. When Junsu, who's unaware of Jaeho, said that he felt disgusted just by thinking of it. When Changmin heard Junsu's comment he laughed but looked at Jae with pitty.

Yoochun answered first. His answer is Jaejoong but he's looking at Yunho first before answering. When Yoochun looked at Yunho, Jae said that he already knew who Yoochun picked. Jaejoong tought that Yoochun liked Yunho that's why Jae pushed him. But I think Yoochun looked at Yunho to ask permission.

Yunho answered that for him any member would be fine. Changmin and Yoochun both looked up to each other then they both glanced at Jae, who pouted after. After Yunho answered he added "except for Yoochun."

It's time for Jae to answer. He's not yet saying anything but YooMin were already looking at Yunho.

61. *yunjae* mnet holding hands

Yunho and Jaejoong was holding each other's hands. Changmin inserted himself between them as if to say "it's obvious". And Jaejoong patted Changmin's shoulder as if to say "goodwork, thanks."

62. *yunjae* spoon kissing

Changmin is the king and therefore have to do orders. He ordered Yunho to pass the spoon to Jae's mouth with the use of his mouth as well while doing the position of Tango.

63. “yunjae” they take photoshoots together.

Jaejoong and Yunho take pictures together, and they aren’t even fan made. Fanmade ones are cool, but we love the real ones better =]

64. “yunjae” in dangerous love

Sure, the moments in there was scripted, but hey, you can tell even DBSK members and managers, backstage staffs, etc.etc. support JaeHo or else they wouldn’t have done the video that way. I mean they could’ve paired up two other people instead!

65. “yunjae” inside of “Show Me Your Love”

Jaejoong and Yunho are sitting next to each other on the bench and are holding hands but the camera diverts the attention to someone else from SUJU

66. “yunjae” sitting next together during photoshoot

Yunho was sitting down as they were getting ready for their photoshoot for “Show Me Your Love” and jaejoong was sitting right next to him.

67. “yunjae” received two rings from a fan of theirs.

The ring that Jaejoong and Yunho wear are rings that was received from a fan. SO BOOYEAH =P

68. “yunjae” is known as the ultimate couple

Inside of “Couple Talk” it was said that JaeJoong and Yunho are known as the ultimate couple, and I think it’s TRUE.

69. “yunjae” share the same working room along with micky

Inside of their house tour video, it was said that Jaejoong, Yunho, and micky share the same working room, which is room no. 1

70. “yunjae” was standing next to each other during their trip to paris

I found it off youtube, and in there, I found this one video where Jaejoong and Yunho were standing next to each other.

71. “yunjae” yunho gets jealous =O!

While THSK/DBSK talk about the releases of their new single, Purple Line, and their third ablum, you can spot that Yunho was jealous cause Changmin had his arms around JaeJae’s shoulders, but even Changmin gave a look to Yunho for permission, and later on in the video, Yunho and JaeJoong give thumbs up to each other.

71. “yunjae” share a secret handshake

During their couple talk vid, they show a handshake that they do, they clasp hands, and then bump each other on the shoulder.

72. “yunjae” met for over 6 years and ongoing

As they have mentioned, Yunho and Jaejoong has been together since before DBSK, and also that they are very close friends and they both need each other a lot. [Yunho mentioned that he really needs Jaejoong]

73. “yunjae” have their staring moment during purple line preview

if you notice, then JaeJoong and Yunho have their little staring moment during the talk hehe

74. “yunjae” Yunho was patting JaeJoong’s lap during Couple Talk

While they were talking, Yunho eventually put his hand on JaeJoong’s laps, and even held it.

75. “yunjae” twiddle their thumbs at the same time in “Purple Line Preview talk”

Yunho started to twiddle his thumb, then Jaejoong followed up in pursuit.

76. “yunjae” Yunho slides his hand across JaeJoong’s chest in this clip

It was a clip I found online, and it emphasizes the fact that Yunho slid his hand across JaeJoong’s chest while moving to their different spots on the stage.

77. “yunjae” Yunho’s constant stares at JaeJoong

Yunho constantly stares at Jaejoong inside of the preview of “Purple Line”

78. “yunjae” Yunho eats Jaejoong’s baked cookie from “Choosey Lover DVD”

When they had finished baking their cookies, and they were just about to do rock, paper, scissors

on who was to eat JaeJoong’s chili peppered cookie, Yunho took JaeJoong’s pizza cookie and ate it!

(from: dongbang_sarang)

79. these guys, they actaully admited to the WHOLE world that everything above is true...

RIGHT HERE http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=bc0Lm_5HWU8

(from: moon1084)

80. In thailand interview, Jae is like where is my elephant and Yoochun is all like why do u need an elephant when you have a bear. and yunho leans over and pretend to hit (like an elephants trunk) jae in the shoulder.

http://au.youtube.com/watch?v=uoX8NvzsiW4

81. in xman #69 , right before the monkey game, HAHA made yunho move out of the way, and was like "you two are the highlight " meaning yunjae, so that those two can play with each other. even HAHA acknowledges them.

82. Whenever the choose who is good for dating, they always pick each other.

http://au.youtube.com/watch?v=ytIFj3GDme8

83. On that Jshow where Waratte. they both hugged only each other.

http://au.youtube.com/watch?v=W9m65PMQ_ ... re=related

84...Jae always turn to his left whenever he speaks during the interview and guess who is on the left...Yunho.

85. Jae always look at Yunho talking...the others don't.

86 Yunho tends to speak/whisper to Jae most of the time compare to the others...if you watch the awards show or events they visited.

(from: heavenswine )

87.*yunjae* jae's smiled after yunho dance

Jae was smiling pretty sweetly their. Perhaps, Changmin noticed this. He look at Jae, smiled, then glanced to Yunho.

88. *yunjae* jae passing the mike in a weird way

Just look at Changmin's smile when Jae passed the mike to Yunho in an unexpected manner.

89. *yunjae* uKnow's blush

They didn't really do something but when you look at their expressions it's actually too much. Yoochun was even covering his mouth but you can still see him smile. Changmin isn't focusing at the hug that much (since he can see yoonjae doing that everyday) he focused more on YoonHo's reaction. Junsu is kinda happy but he's more like shock or "should they be doing this?"

90. *yunjae* chasing and bear hug

JaeJoong chased YoonHo and did something (involves his head and yoonho's neck). You wouldn't get how Changmin got to them. Someone might have chased him as well but when the cam focused back at the table, they were all there. Changmin thought of stealing the attention away from sweet yoonjae.

91.*yunjae* Jae trying to do something (cut from HoJv2)

Changmin was first talking with Yoochun. I wonder if Yoochun said something to make Changmin look at YoonJae (who was lost in their own world). Changmin was happy/smiling but with a little mixture of "what's that" expression.

92. *yunjae* bigeastation marriage

Xiah will be reading the question. Just by reading them, he was kinda laughing already while saying the last word. JaeJoong answered "YoonHo" and Xiah asked why. YoonHo also have to answer and Xiah asked the question 2 times. The second time, Junsu was suspicious and asked again in a threatening way. When YoonHo answered "JaeJoong", Junsu said something like "there are other members, you know?(don't be to obvious)".

93.*yunjae* same impression on their first meeting

0:40

YoonHo: "Sometimes, I would forget to carry the stuff ~"

JaeJoong: It's not SOMETIMES.

ChangMin: *don't know where to look.*

YoonHo: *blows* "Why are you like this to me?"

Yoochun: *pointed at YoonHo while smiling.*

5:02

While YoonHo was telling this line "When JaeJoong and I first met, we looked at each other thinking inside ~ he isn't normal (something like too good). Junsu in the background said "it's mutual" and Yoonho agreed.

6:04

YunHo: i'm sorry *holds jaejoong's hand*

Changmin: *looks at jaejoong* *looks at yoonjae hands*

JaeJoong: friends

YunHo: we're friends

Changmin: *smiling (you think you can fool them? yeah right!) fixed his sitting position*

94. *yunjae* jae singing "first love" to yunho

They asked JaeJoong to sing. While Junsu is busy convincing Joongie to sing even just a little part, Yoochun was looking already at YoonHo.

95.*yunjae* yunho's sliding hand

YoonHo was instructing them to do something but ChangMin wasn't looking of YoonHo. Instead, he was looking at YoonHo's hand sliding down at Joongie's arms.

credit : Zara Ryu @ Facebook

p/s: okay some of it i've seen it with my own eyes through millions of yunjae vids on youtube and some of it thou im not sure whether it's true,it could actually be true when their bonds are this tight and unbreakable! oh yunjae i miss you twos!

YUNJAE SPAM

2011-03-09T02:08:00.003+08:00

*tutt! tutt!!*

ALERT ALERT!!! im gonna spam soo many yunaje vids here...!!!

haha lol at yunnie when he got teased by those Cassies,he said," WHAT?!! Fine, I LIKE HIM!!!" XDDDD he just couldn't cover himself up~

LOL without hesitating, he claimed my bb as his wife XDDDD show-off leader-shi! XD

again, leader-shi being obvious by describing his beloved jj on a radio show~and i couldn't suppress myself from LOL-ling HARD when jj kept on butted in! XDDDD

omomo i wanna see what they did after they hugged!!!!! o.o

GYAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!! JJ felt romantic being hugged by his love~~ awwwwwww meanwhile, Changmin: He blushed!!! Micky: *covering up* LMAOOOO

*rub* *rub* pervy-mind set :Q

yaa~jj-yah you criously can NEVER see your yunnie as a friend when he's your lover right? -__- dewh~as usual...yoochun,as a huge,eternal yunjae shipper, he gave his hyungs some good advice~good job yoochun! XDD

credit: YunJaeYooSuTV @ Youtube

p/s: OMG im so cracked

JJ's soft voice~

2011-03-08T23:52:00.001+08:00

call me butthurt fan...i do miss them ALL...

JJ's soft voice...omg,im melting...

p/s: spamming blog like tumblr.

JJ on ELLE TV

2011-03-08T22:18:00.003+08:00

okay screw me for posting this too late...huhu i knew this last month and decided to post about it but... ehem2...busy with stuffs you know~ so....

see that...? see him..? holding a gun, being half-naked in the bathtub, showing his tattoo,his abs,his flawless skin, his perfection... with that GORGEOUS+INNOCENT face of his...? SHIT I CAN'T TAKE THIS ANYMOREEEEEEEEE!!!!!! THIS GUY CRIOUSLY IS DRIVING ME CRAZY,INSANE WTFV EVERYTIME I SEE HIS CHARMING PICTURES,HIS BREATHTAKING VIDEOS!!!! aishh...can't blame him for causing me to fall hard for him... T.T

see his white,dazzling smile? see how adorable he is when he covered his mouth when he laughed? see how stunning & sexy he is with that navy blue hoodie,black robe and sleeveless shirt? urghh...this guy...he seduces me almost everyday...

and this pics doesn't help either...they just make my major nosebleeding get even worst...

Kim Jaejoong,I'LL LOVE YOU FOREVER...

picture credit to: jyj notebook

Yunjae "Wedding" Rehearsal :DD

2011-03-06T22:39:00.004+08:00

awwww~~~look at them~~ Yunho keep on pulling JJ's hands(how i love it when Yunho's hands automatically reached for his JJ's) and tadaaa~~they were rehearsing their wedding lol jk~ the headbutt was cuuuuuutteeee and sweeeeeetttt~~ and poor my bb JJ!!!!!!!!!!!! nappeun neom Yunho!!! he really enjoyed being soooo OBVIOUS!!!!

here are some comments i LOVE!!! buahahahaahha!! CAN'T STOP LAUGHING!! XDDD

-"I DONT WANT TO!" *goes willingly to Yunho*Real subtle JJ XD-mrskenzhu

-"LOL u-know wanted to do it with hero"-fai154kikumaru

[News] U-Know Yunho Gives Scholarships to Students in His Alma Maters

2011-03-06T22:11:00.003+08:00

Famous idol group TVXQ’s U-Know Yunho (real name Jung Yunho), on the 3rd of March’s school opening ceremonies donated 3 million won (T/N: around $2685) as scholarships to his alma maters Im Junior High and Gwangil High School.
Yunho visits his old schools every year with his parents and donates money for scholarships. Because of his busy schedule with the new album activities and drama filming this year, Yunho has decided to first give the scholarships without visiting. He plans to visit later when he has the time.
The 3 million won scholarship was given to 5 students from Im Junior High and 5 students from Gwangil High School. The 10 students happily watched the music video of TVXQ’s new song ‘Why (Keep Your Head Down)’ before and after the scholarship awarding ceremony.
Other than giving scholarships, Yunho and his fans frequently participate in community welfare activities, support social welfare facilities, as well as engage in community charity projects. Just last December, the fans’ donation of rice in Yunho’s name became a topic of interest.
Source: msj@eduyonhap.com, 浩梦@cheersyoonho
Translation by: fibres@ContinueTVXQ.com
Credit: fibres@ContinueTVXQ.com
Shared by: sparklingmickyoochun

okay THIS really caught my interest..hey................SCHOLARSHIP??? i would die to have the one which is given by Yunho!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMGGGGGGGGGGGG lucky students... ;__;

Someone is busy preparing the Concert Tour :D

2011-03-06T21:59:00.005+08:00

[beyondmonica] Can’t wait!!!!D-27 JYJ world tour. He’s (T/N: Jaejoong) recorded own song as a director

[beyondmonica] D-27 World Tour is under preparation by Director Kim! Looking forward to the new songs from sub group JYJ! (P: sound recording of Fallen Leaves & Nine)

Credits: beyondmonica & mjjeje
Trans: sharingyoochun.net
Shared by: DBSKnights & sparklingmickyoochun

p/s: who's beyondmonica? i don't have any idea :D neway,look at how concentrate my bb JJ in working~awwwww hope he gets enough sleeps and rests~and don't forget tweeting bb!^^

Answering Questions about BEING A CASSIE~

2011-03-06T21:10:00.002+08:00

phew just now i participated in somekind of urm, you know...like a survey about being a fan of tvxq ~ it's for her school project~

okay here's my answer~^^

1. How do you define a “fan”?
Those who will always support his/her beloved artists even when they go through hardships and bitterness.
2. A “bad” fan?
The one who don’t protect the privacy of artist.
3. When buying TVXQ and JYJ merchandise, do you ever consider the price? If so, how much would you spend? If not, why not?
Depending on what I’m gonna buy~If their albums yes,i could spend hundreds of bucks for them~but others,for eg,I’ll never buy their phone strap for 100 bucks~hello~~~?
4. What does it mean to “show/give support” to TVXQ and JYJ?
Supporting TVXQ & JYJ and NEVER bash them. NEVER. and buy both of their albums…
5. Do you listen and buy other artists’ merchandise? If so, who?
I do listen to other artists’ music but im not buying the merchandises. it ‘s better if i focus on collecting money to buy tvxq/jyj’s albums
6.How does one become part of Cassiopeia?
When they know the music catch their hearts,when they always hum TVXQ’s music,when they can’t stop talking over and over again and when they know they have their biases.
7.What does it mean to be a Cassie?
Being a Cassie has taught me what exactly being in love is.
Being a Cassie has taught me what exactly being loyal is.
Being a Cassie has taught me the value of friendship.
Being a Cassie has taught me how to be strong and composed when TVXQ/JYJ involved in this lawsuit and cause a stir among the fans.
8. What are the responsibiliites? (e.g. Can’t buy other artists’ products? etc.)
I have to keep updated about their activities;variety shows and such
9. I know there are disputes but do you only support TVXQ and not JYJ? Vice versa? Or both?
LOL FUNNY. OF COURSE BOTH!!! Thou my bias is Jaejoong, I keep on watching Homin’s variety shows and cracked up like crazayyy!!! XDDD
9a. If you replied both to the previous question, please telll me how?
How…? Well, I’ll buy both of their albums,listen to their songs~ For Homin, i’ll go crazy over their stunning performances at Music Bank,Kpop Countdown,and MBC Music Core~for JYJ i’ll stalk their photoshoot videos, and spamming their latest pictures on tumblr,and spazzing about them on my blog~
10. Since the filing of the lawsuit against SM Entertainment, the term “Always Keep the Faith” has appeared. What does it mean?
To believe, they’ll come back as 5 someday.
11. Now that the court has ruled that SM Entetainment has nothing to do with JYJ and their activities, but also have to pay for the damages they have caused for JYJ, how do you feel about the news?
Neutral. Im not interested in the lawsuit thing. The most important thing for me is they keep moving on and never give up~ and one more thing,i just want them to keep singing and become a super duper pro entertainer than now!^^
12.Are you friends with the rest of the Cassies? If so, how did becoming a fan create this friendship?
OF COURSE!!! Well, we share the same interest don’t we?
12a.Why are Cassies worthy of being someone’s friends? Please tell me their personalities. Examples possibly.
Oh because only Cassies understands the heart and feelings of other Cassies~they are friendly and kind of course!^^ sometimes we’re busy with schools and stuffs and they’ll help to keep me updated about TVXQ/JYJ^^
13.How are these relationships/bonds created? Through fanmeetings, cyberspace,etc?
Concerts, fanmeetings, fanclub forums, twitters~^^

Source of Project---> HERE! ( Just Copy & Paste her questions and answer it thru comment!^^)

Yunjae INDIRECT KISS through GREEN BOTTLE!!!

2011-03-05T19:09:00.002+08:00

LOOK AT THEM! LOOK at how JJ put the bottle on his lips~he played and kissed it for awhile ~aww cutie pie JJ~~^^ and then as the video played,i realized there was a moment when Yunho glanced at the bottle and then there was a moment when JJ was looking elsewhere right? Yunho had grabbed the bottle when JJ looked back at front he quickly pulled off his hand from the bottle...lol damn,Yunho was being too obvious in here...-__-" just take it if you want lol~ and then few minutes after,maybe~he then brought the already-kissed-by-JJ bottle to his hmm...cheeks...? lullzz...ya~Yunho,you got your own bottle right!? huhuu stop showing off JJ is yours~~ XDDD okay enough of blabbering~ scud~

p/s:okay firstly i wanna say,yeah lame...this was an old video yeah i know...but actually i was intended to write THE BEGINNING of my encounter with my beloved OTP YUNJAE but guess,i let you guys enjoy this first and after this i'll spam more videos of these lovers~ hoho~

My JJ NEVER HAD a plastic surgery!!!

2011-03-05T18:54:00.002+08:00

okay actually im so damn pissed off when my friends tease me about my JJ~ they always say,"hey,your JJ's beauty is fake~he had undergone plastic surgery right?" and i was like,"FUCK YOU YOU KNOW NOTHING BITCHES," that...-__-" honestly that's so irritating like hell so i found this!!! OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG i just love whoever that made this video! criously i really appreciate you effort into making this and yeah, see? he's a natural beauty~he already perfect as he is,beauty as he is, angelic as he is...to know this,i fell for him more and more~aww baby,stop seducing me will you?!

Facts About Jaejoong

2011-02-26T20:16:00.002+08:00

Jaejoong’s dad was the most handsome boy in their hometown.
Almost all the girls in the neighborhood proposed to him and he rejected all of them. He met a girl who ignored his handsomeness and he proposed to her. That girl is Jaejoong’s mom.
Jaejoong once acted as an extra. He played as a Chinese Soldier.
Jaejoong has 7 sisters and he’s the prettiest of them all.
Girls often see Jaejoong as a sex symbol and his fans would give him T-Back as gifts.
Jaejoong wants to marry a fan someday.
Jaejoong is afraid of coackroaches.
Jaejoong is the mom of DBSK because he loves to cook and he always nags the other member to pick and clean their stuff. He hates litters!

credit: kpopedits4you@tumblr.com

p/s: aww~~he's really like an umma~ kyaaaa cutie bb!

JYJ IS CONFIRMED TO HOLD CONCERT AT MALAYSIA

2011-02-25T20:37:00.005+08:00

okay..take a DEEEEEEEEEEEEP breath..and out...INNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN....OUTTTTTTTTT....damn..i can't hold it...i can't..

gyy...

gyaaa...

GYAAAA...

GYYYYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

guys,do you know how super duper fucking excited i am when i heard this news? despite the depression i had because of my final exam next week i got this wonderful news about this...about...

JYJ IS CONFIRMED TO HOLD THEIR CONCERT AT MALAYSIA ON 30th APRIL 2011.

and yeah,who else gonna be the organizer...

it's...

REDSTAR!!!!!

gosh i know...i know i've once got mad at them for the stupidest reason above all...

i know...an im sorry...guess i just can't stop loving redstar for bringing our gorgeous men here...

THANK YOU...

I LOVE YOU KAK KINO!!!

SERIOUSLY!!!

;___;

when i read this message my friend gave me, i was trembling...shaking...i was speechless...i couldn't even mutter a single word...i couldn't express my excitement...i couldn't even speak right when i wanna tell my friend about how excited i was...how...how...how...happy i was to the extent that i cried...i cried when i felt most grateful and thankful to HIM for giving such rezeki to me...funny isn't it...i know...

BLAME IT ALL TO KIM JAEJOONG...

he's the reason on why i thought i was gonna die out of my heart exploded...

he's the reason i couldn't even breath when i knew,they'll gonna be here FOR REAL...

he's the reason i was rendered speechless, and felt numb of knowing the fact im gonna meet him again soon...

pretty soon...

God knows how much i've been so into this guy...how much i've been obsessing over him lately...how much i cherished him in my daily life...how big the changes he made to my life...how much i treasured him...

God knows,how much im in love with him...

How much my heart beats every second thinking about him...

How much my mind being wholly occupied by him...

How much i even cried because of him...

Stupid isn't it..?

Yeah i felt that way too...but there's nothing i could do...i didn't ask my heart to fall for him...i didn't ask myself to even dare to get to know him...i didn't even...

So i really looked forward for the day we meet again...

i've planned something special for him..

do wait for me,bb :)

p/s: my heart flutters as i wrote this :))

JYJ announces world tour + Jaejoong to be its director

2011-02-25T13:42:00.002+08:00

JYJ is gearing up to embark on a large-scale world tour.

The trio is planning to resume their overseas promotions in April by hosting the ‘JYJ World Tour Concert in 2011‘, which will visit five Asian countries and five North American cities. Resuming promotions for their album, “The Beginning“, the boys will hold concerts in Thailand, Indonesia, Singapore, MALAYSIA, New York, L.A., Washington D.C., San Francisco, and Canada.

Jaejoong specifically will be in charge of directing the concerts in Asia. He has previously directed certain stage productions, even partaking in the visual effects component with the other staff members for their last concerts in Korea, U.S., and Japan.

A representative from C-JeS Entertainment stated, “Jaejoong’s interest in directing concerts has been growing. After proving his credibility by directing some performances in previous concerts, we named him as one of the directors of our world tour“.

Before embarking on the epic tour, JYJ is planning to hold a fan meeting in March, in celebration of ‘White Day’.

Source: Star News via Nate,allkpop.com

p/s: okay dammit im sooooo excited.dammit. i love this guy he's just too perfect to be called as HUMAN! GYAAAAAAAAAHHH!!! he's really a whole package! he got the looks,the talents,the skills,okay i love him. really. i miss him really badly nowadays and i cudn't bear anymore pain from not seeing him...;__; jj bb,i love you!

Leader-shi's Birthday!^^

2011-02-06T20:40:00.004+08:00

Okay today I didn't celebrate his birthday and that's awful and bad of me for doing do ;_____; but yeah,last night too~i didn't trend #uknowtime at all bcuz my father took away my internet ;___; soooo today i went to a cake shp and bought this lovely cupcake!!! yeah for our U-know Yunho's birthday!^^ huhuuu of course im gonna celebrate his birthday and fyi,i found this at tumblr and i don't know whether it's true or not...

BUT THIS BETTER BE TRUE OR ELSEEE~~~urghhh!!!YUNJAE IS DEPRESSING ME!!! THEY TEASED US SO MUCH IT HURTS!! JUST GO AND CONFESS ALREADYY!!! LOOOOOOLL!!! okay stop fangirling hehe but i really wanna write moooooooeeerr about yunjae...but not now hehe~so here's a collab for YUNJAE's birthday~

and here! enjoy the video too~ lol it's my bb Jae's birthday video but i've put his hubby too in it~ hehe so to Jung Yunho, SAENGIL CHUKKAHAE!!! I'm proud to be a Cassiopeia!^^

My Beloved Kim Jaejoong's Birthday Celebration

2011-01-30T18:49:00.002+08:00

okay, i know i might look like a some over-obsessing fangirl who even wasting her money to celebrate her beloved bias but hey, you guys don't understand. the pain of not being able to attend the official birthday celebration at Seoul(Hero Fest) really disappointing me! AAAAAAA!!! i wanna go there! if only i were some rich bastard that own millions RM in my bank account i would certainly go there and celebrate it with him! so, the only thing i could do during that day to celebrate his birthday was only creating a birthday video and eating cakes with my friends~aww poor me! i really want to celebrate it with him thou it's IMPOSSIBLE! argh such a depressing thoughts really! ;__; i've spammed him enough just for him to watch my video but guess it's 1% of the chance right...? urgh...i even tweeted his other friend to let him watch my video but...okay,nothing works the way i want so i should just be cool~~urghh~okay whatever it is,enjoy my video for him and i'll include a video from baby Jae to his fans during Hero Fest at Korea~

my video;

and here's from KJJ to his fans!^^

he's lovely isn't he? aww~how adorable when he lift up Jiji to his arms~aww~~~~~~~ i just love him!!! a very wonderful sight~ i love you baby~may god bless, and please, lead a happy life will ya~? :)

The Return of The King :D

2011-01-30T18:00:00.005+08:00

did everyone ever think about this? 2011 is a bloody good year! Why is that i wonder...haha i got my Wae! Kepp Your Head Down,Homin's album the other day and DAMN it i was at my campus that day but my heart was already hyperventilating about it! OMG the album was far more than just cool! it's fucking awesome with the hardcover photobook! amazing music tracks! OMG!! thou there's only two of them who represented TVXQ, at first i was worried but when i listened to the songs, i was enchanted. WOAHHH!!!! as expected from TVXQ! the songs somehow sounds refreshing, modern beat and brand new! haha Rumor and She is my favourite song thou im so excited to listen to Yunho's Honey Funny Bunny! XDD lololol and i got Changmin's autograph for this album! aww sadly i couldn't read what he wrote at his Thanks Message... TT *depressed*

okay after this i'll just have to wait for my JYJ Music Essays and im planning on buying JYJ The Beginning Concert at Seoul~oh no..my money~~it's okay thou coz it's all my beloved oppa-deul's albums~ hehe okay done!^^ wait for more of my updates kay! :D

[FANACCOUNT] Fell Head Over Heels For B2ST!

2011-01-16T19:03:00.008+08:00

okay move to the day! okay that day,i got class, and my class ended at 6pm while the part start at 8pm urgh. it was tiring!! as soon as my class ended, i sprint as fast as i could and gladly i've readied all the stuffs to bring to the party! thank god i dind't fell for god sake! and then, again i walked as fast as i could to the lrt station and waited impatiently for the as slow as a pig snail monorel to come. URGH. # i was in hurry at that time because of the eagerness in me to watchB2ST!!! YEAHHHHHHH!!! HERE COMES THE SPIRIT!!! and again, i walked as fast as i could to the venue with a very excited face. there were these friends in the monorel, i thought they wanna go to TS or something but actually we're on the same motives. to got the KPOP party! i even heard one of them said as if it were directed to me," SEE? I TOLD YA,I ALREADY KNEW THAT..." means i think she already knew that im going for a concert ahahah~okay wtv it is, i arrived there at 1930 when all the B2UTY already took their seat. luckily my bestie had reserved my place next to her and it was NEAR the stage dammit. okay, i have this remoseful feelings during JYJ, why the hell i didn't take the free seating instead choosing the hella free standing? fuck it.
i was frantic at first, it was 15minutes before the show started and i couldn't find my bestie who sat at the very end corner of the stadium! i had to run 180 degrees towards her! urghh! i felt like an athlete because i ran with full spirit not wanting to waste any of my time stood like a dumb when all of them had took their seats.hahaha LOL! XD then, i found her at a very good spot not that far from the stage and quickly asked her for her extra tix because i brought along a friend of mine to the concert. and then again i ran towards to 180 degrees far entrance door and quickly grabbed that friend of mine. "here's your tix...eh? why're you showing off your camera?" she was like, "huh..? the RELA asked me for the batteries, i couldn;t bring it to the venue...;__;" she said kinda disappointed and i was like, "huh...? why didn't you hide it at first place...? be smartass! " and she was like clueless. # okay that pissing me off. okay guys, we have to be smart in order to go to the concert. CAMERA is one of the most important device to be brought into the concert venue thou they said CAMERA IS FORBIDDEN<----(are you kidding me? ). FUCK. People go to a concert is for them to have good memories with their idols! not to scream and excited like crazy and the happiness will only ended in the venue and the have to leave empty-handed without even a single pictire or video taken to ensure the memories last longer than life. that is,fucking nonsense. the thing was that i didn't bring along my bag with me so that i could hide the camera. so i have to sprint like an athlete again towards my bestie and grab her bag, "hey, i need your bag, my friend got stuck there with the RELA coz of some camera problems" and again, i did my sprint and i think i've become more fast than those athletes out there~in a plit of the second i already arrived at the entrance and said to the RELA," eh, no need to keep the batteries, we went by car and we'll keep it there..." with such tired looking expression i set on my face,fuck yeah. CAR MY ASS. i don't even have a car. hahahahahahaahahahah!!! gotcha RELA!!!! XDDDDDDDDD that's for you who annoyed me like hell ever since the JYJ showcase fuck it. so i went far from the entrance until they didn't see us. so i said to my friend like, "hey look let me keep it on somewhere save" and i took it and put it in somewhere like i said...okay not gonna mention whre i put it because im afraid some head organizer would read this and began to draft new rules for fans who wanted to got for a concert *evil grin* hohohohohoho~ then, i rushed to the entrance and asked, "eh? you wanna check again?" with more exhausting looking face. and yeah, we did it. we passed through main check from RELA. good me!
That night, B2UTY,4Minute and Gna's fans went crazy with banners,lightsticks and big DIGI balloons...? wtf. the emcees talked like there's no tomorrow, keep talking for about half an hour and it made me feel like to throw my shoes on his face. i screamed to him "hey enough! i want B2ST not your nonsense rambling!" " it was annoying. i couldn't wait any longer because i was overly excited for B2ST! ARGHHH! Dong Woon! Du Jun!!! thou i love Gi Kwang, he couldn't attend the concert so, i forced myself to like any members from B2ST so it happened to be Dong Woon and Du Jun... ;p hahaha!!! and when Gna performed, thou i don't know any of her song but her song were bloody beautiful! i loiiiiiiiiikeee!!! she's rather cute too!!! the way she talked to us was as if she have been here before meeting her fans love from Malaysia!awww i came to love her too! and during 4 Minute's performance too, wahhh!!! thou i only knew Hot Issue
i was really amazed by their army-like performance! their performance before Hot Issue was DAEBAK!!!!! and the songs too were pretty cool along with their dances! what made me felt touched was, they even learned how to speak Malay..aww they're nice! they said few words like, "Bagus" and such..well i didn't remember well but they said they love Malaysian's nasi lemak...? is it? arghhhh i don't know, i didn't pay much attention for others cuz i've been craved to watch B2ST! B2ST and B2ST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGHHHH!! JINJAAA!!!! -_________-# the waiting irritated me.
and sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!! here it comes the B2ST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG!!!! I WAS LIKE ANY OTHER FANGIRLS SCREAMING ON TOP OF MY LUNG SCREAMING AND SCREAMING LIKE I WOULD LOSE MY THROAT AND VOICE WHEN THEY WERE PERFORMING ON STAGE!!!! I WIDENED MY EYES AS WIDE AS I COULD TO WATCH THE PERFORMANCE! IT WAS WAY TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO AMAZINGGGGGGGGGGGGGG AND DAEBAKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!! B2ST WAS DAEBAKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!! THE SMOKE ADDED MORE AWESOMENESS OF THEIR PERFROMANCE!!!!!!! THE EYE-BLINDING LIGHTS TOO!!! PERGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! when they performed SOOM! I WAS WOOOAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!! THEY SANG SOOM! THEY ARE DANCING THE SOOM CHOREOGRAOHY!!!! well fyi,i really like SOOM's dance!!!! i don't know~thou it seems 2PM-like but it was GREAT and FANTASTIC!!!! yeah~ and i was getting more and more EXCITED when they performed SHOCK!!! GOSHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! DAMNNN!!! I LOVE THE SONG!!!!! IT WAS SOOO DAMN ENERGETIC AND FUTURISTIC!!!!!!!!! and dang it i didn't recorded it, i only managed to record SOOM's~;_____; arghhh screw me!!!!!! *depressed*

again,THE MOMENT I SAW DONG WOON, DU JUN! I WAS FAR MORE THAN OVERLY EXCITED AND STARTED TO JUMP LIKE CRAZY ON MY SEAT! WAVING TO THEM! SCREAMING, "DONG WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!! DU JUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" THEY WERE THESE TYPICAL TALL GUYS WHICH CARRIED THEIR OWN CHARISMA AND INDIVIDUAL CHARMS WITH THEM!!!! OH GOOOOOOOOOOOSSSSSSSSSHHHHH!!!!!! THE FACT THAT DONG WOON ALWAYS GLANCED TO MY CAMERA REALLY MADE ME FEEL SOOO KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!! I LOVE HIM! I LOVE HIM!!!!!!!!! DU JUN TOO, HE DID THIS ADORABLE SEARCHING ACT WHEN THEY SANG BEAUTIFUL? I DONT REMEMBER BUT THEY WAY HE WAVED WAS WAY TOOO KYAAAAAAAAAAAA!!! ><>
I KEPT ON TAKING THEIR PICTURES AS I DONT WANNA MISS ANY OF MY CHANCES TO HAVE GOOD PICTURES OF THEM!!! AWW AND DONG WOON MADE IT EVEN PRICELESS WHEN ALMOST ALL PICTURES OF B2ST I TOOK, HE ACTUALLY LOOKED STRAIGHT TO MY CAMERA,SMIRKING LIKE HE KNEW I WOULD TAKE HIS PISTURES!!!! GOSSHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! IM DYING! IM DYING!!!! I STARTED TO LOVE HIM MORE AND MORE!!! (ok me,control.. i don't wanna get killed by my bestie<---- she loves her dong woon so damn badly -__-lll oopss...) and usually im bashing on this guy who always pretended to be like a maknae, Yoseob but he was too adorable there during the concert~ awww~~~he's cute!!! i love his black hair!! i love it!!!!!!! and there was this time when he was at the stage near my setaing are and the he crouched and buried his face on his knees! AWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!! EVEN YOSEOB COULD CATCH MY SLIGHTEST ETTENTION AND LET ALONE BE GI KWANGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! THESE B2ST WERE REALLY B2ST TO MAKE ME FEEL LIKE THIS!!! URGHHHHHHHH!!!! okay sorry,over-reacting. haha.
but overall, i was damn satisfied that night...i got to meet not only B2ST but also 4 Minute and Gna~and i came to like them more and more because the concert was really well-oranized and thanks to DIGI for bringing them and Marctensia...well i don't specifically being judmental here but that was far more than better than before this~ haha so, after the concert ended, they played 4Minute's Huh but i won't be deceived by such tricks! me,my bestie and my friend went straight to the behind of the stadium, the place where they parked the buses,vans for B2ST and the rest of the crews. GOSH! STALKING THEM!!! I LOIKKKKKKKEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!! I WAS SOOOOO ELECTRIFIED WITH THE THOUGHTS OF THIS CHANCE TO STALK THEM!!!!!!!!!! GOSHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! and so, we waited outside not that long enough and these RELA was really getting on my nerve when they always pushed us aside! URGHHH!!!! they didn't even know how precious the moment could be! and there i was yelling, "OPPA! PALLOU!!!! (OPPA! HURRY UP!!!!)" and shouted the same thing again and again~hahahah crazy me...yeah i know! ROFL XDDD and i yelled "DONG WOOOOOONNNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!! DU JUNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" like crazy! hahahahah! i wanna them to hear me!! gosh! and fuck my camera. it even dared to pick a fight with me during these intense times! URGHHH!!!!!!! I WANNA RECORD THE WHOLE EVENT BUT IT DIDN'T JUST LET ME BE!!!!!!!!!!! URGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! *frustrated* but then, i was busy shouting, "OPPA PALLI! PALLI!!!" when i saw THIS GOLDEN HAIRED DONG WOON AND BLACK TANK TOPPED DU JUN RODE ON THE BUS!!!! OKAY WHAT'S AGAIN I COULD DO RATHER THAN SCREAMING AND SHOUTING LIKE CRAZY!!!! I WAS "WOAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!! IT'S DONG WOOONNNNNNNNNN DUUUUU JUUUUUUUUUNNNNNNNNNNN!!!!!!OPPAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" ALL THE TIME AND WITHOUT EVEN GLANCING AT ANY OTHER PEOPLE INSTEAD I JUST LOOKED AT THE BUS THERE~LOL XDDDD ROLFMFAO! and yeah i caught them; Hyun Seung & Dong Woon waving to us from the bus and again,it was Dong Woon waving and me too, waving like some retards to him smiling like mad~hahahahah okay that was hella fun! stalking B2ST WAS FUCKING FUN!!!!!! woooahhhh those moments was even more priceless and valueable than any other golden or even diamonds!!!!! WOAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH!!! I LOVE THEM! I LOVE B2ST!!!!!!

phew...i had fun writing this fanaccount as it was such a good and a happpy memory for me and after the stalking i went to the front of the stadium taking pisturews of B2ST cardboard statues and had lotsa pictures of me and Gi Kwang~ again,i emphasized here, that day was FUN and JOYOUS. thank you B2ST,4Minute,GNA, Digi and all of those staffs who's involved. hope you guys bring more KPOP artists this year and really looked forward for that! ^^

picture&video: credit to me :)

The History of Me & the B2ST :D

2011-01-16T18:55:00.003+08:00

okey firstly i want to apologize to all B2UTY because im not really a fan and i don't know many of their songs.(i even used the picture above in order to remember their names and faces well
BUT this fan account is really dedicated to you guys! i just wanna say how DAEBAKK the concert was! i said DAEBAK! EPIC! AWESOME ALLL!!! OMG! okay i wanna write starting from the very beginning of the story about me and the B2ST! lol XDDD okay the first time i heard about B2ST was last year when they had their fanmeeting here in Malaysia~my bestie asked me to got there with her but im not keenly interested coz i don't know them~it would be fun if i just went there and get to know them abut i didn't do so. okay,pretty devastated now. TT

there was a time when i drove to KLIA to fetch my parents back from overseas, i tuned in the most famoust radio station here and there was a very catchy,cool song which really attracted me on the radio!!! I was like "GOSH THIS SONG'S PRETTY COOL!!!" and volumed it up to the extend people outside could probably heard it~haha!!!! and i LOVE the song because it's a KPOP song and yeah,waiting for the radio dj to mention who's the singer but as usual i don't know why there's even a radio dj when they don't feel like to mention the band who sang the song! i felt like to calll them and asked them who sang that! ARGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! im so damnnnnnnnn MADDDDDDDDDDD because the song was really good!!!!! okay that was actually the very first encounter of me and the B2ST~not that fun isn't it? full of frustration right?

okay next, i don't know how i got to know about DIGI LIVE KPOP PARTY 2011 but i think i saw the ads somewhere from FB and started to randomly serach for the info~okey,there're B2ST,4MINUTE and GNA...? i don't know GNA sadly! urghhh~but well, the ticket price was pretty affordable and far from reasonable! GOSH and DAMN! WHY STADIUM NEGARA!!!!!! i had my worst nightmare there...during don't-want-to-mention SHOWCASE! ooh!!! HOW I HATE THAT TIME thou it was the time when i CHERISHED THE MOSTT!!!! wuuu....wuuuu....stupid organizer! urghhh!!! but one day, i studied at my friend's room when she played B2ST songs~when i firt heard the song i was like," do you have more of the MVs from this band?" and she was like "of course! asked Nani. she got a lot more than mine" well Nani is the best KPOP hub here at my campus~ahahaha and that was the starting of my developing interests towards this so-called B2ST...and indeed...they're the B2ST...-__________-

you know,ever since i heard their songs, i was gaping an awe for how unbelieavably AMAZING their songs are! the music are good, the dance was pretty smooth and full of chemistry between the members and yeah, i thought they're rookies isnt it? they're far too good to be a rookie~ gosh i love all their songs! ALL!! I MEAN LIKE SOOM! BAD GIRL! BEAUTIFUL! SHOCK! YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ALLL ARE VERY SHOCKING,EPIC WIN!!!!!!!!! and to my surprise, when i heard Say No!'s song, i was like, "GOSSHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH THIS IS THE sONGG!!!!!!!!!! THIS ONEEEEEEEE!!!! THE ONE THAT I HEARd IN tHE rADIO THE OTHERR DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" and starting from there, i fell head over heels for B2ST~ and i even abused the play button on my media player gosh. XD

so, i went on to buy the tix and waited patiently for almost 3 weeks before the concert...ooohhh....and during that time i constantly listened the B2ST songs again and again! gosh they're awesome!!! thou they're not that handsome or gorgeous at the very first time i saw their pictures in magaizne but i fell hard for Gi Kwang!!! aahaha because during Say No!'s MV he looked charming! but now i love Dong Woon and Du Jun too!!!!!! they're pretty good~ but what i regretted the most was, Gi Kwang didn't attend the kpop party~aish...i really want to meet him! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! but never mind, as i got to see Dong Woon and Du Jun i think that far from enough!^^

pic credit to whoever owned it.

My VIETNAMESE TRANSLATED YUNJAE'S FANFIC

2011-01-05T20:32:00.002+08:00

Aww~i love whoever translated this fic~i remembered she asked me last 4 months ago to publish this to her website,and i felt very touched how she worked her best to translate my fics! :D thx dear for spreading yunjae love :)

Source: Perry's Blog

[Lyrics] WAE!(KYHD)-Homin

2011-01-05T20:25:00.001+08:00

왜 (Keep Your Head Down)

Yunho | Changmin

가사

Keep your head down, U-Know time (Max)
You know what time it is?
This is return of the king

(modu kkeutna beoryeot da) nan shijak do an haebwat neunde
(he eojyeo beoryeot da) nan iyu jocha mot deutgo
jubyeon saramdeul modu hana gati nal bogo
neo wae geurae wae geurae wae geurae nan imi nappeun nom

(jwaeramyeon) neol saranghan ge jwaeramyeon
(geuge jwaeramyeon) jinshil haet daneun ge jwaeramyeon
(naneun Keep it low, naneun Keep it low)
nan chama naego nae jaril jikyeo

(Keep your head down)
neon jeongmal yeppeu jiman, neomu dareun neoye sogi nan neomu duryeowo
(Keep your head down)
sarang haetda hajiman nan ije neol noh getda

(wae?) nal geureohke shwibge tteonat ni
(wae?) naega shwi wo boyeot deon geoni
(wae?) nae gaseumeun jjijeo ji janha (wae?)
(wae?) moduhan sungan ye kkumi eot damyeon
(wae?) baro jabeul shigani isseot damyeon
(wae?) jebal niga haengbok hagil baraet da (wae?)

na eonjena eonjena neoreul gajin geollo chungbun haetgo
sesangi mworaedo gateun kkumeul kkwoseo haengbok haetgo
jigeumeun neol bonaege dwaet jiman eochapi nae gireul gal ppunigo

(Now I’m just chillin’, Feel like I’m healing)

(neujeo beoryeot da) neon dashi dora galsu eobt danda
(niga eobt damyeon) nan mun eojil geora midgetji
yejeon buteo neon geugeon chakgak irago
naega wae geurae wae geurae wae geurae neol ta illeot janha

Hey nan jeongmal, jeongmal seulpyeot da, cheori eobtdeon niga
hokshi rado nappeun saram mannalkka, Why? baby

(Keep your head down)
neon jeongmal yeppeo geunde, geuppuniya ni gaseume, jungyohan ge eobtneun geol
(Keep your head down)
sarang ye apeumeul cham neun gaseume mot bakgo

ha, geureohke neo saram gatgo jangnan, jangnan chiji mara
nae apeseon yorae jorae geojitmal maneul neureo nohgo
nuga bwado nuga bwado neon jeongmal ijung jeogiya
(wae wae wae) sujeong gatdeon maeum deuri eonje geureohke takhae jyeotni
sarangeul kkeut naetda neol bonaen gaseumi teong biwo jyeotda
hajiman nae miraeneun machi ireona seo useu rago sonjit handa
neoreul bonaen da jeongmal haengbok hage sara (wae wae wae)
meon hoot nare meon hoot nare geunyang pyeon hage utgo shipda haha

(wae?) wae (wae?)
(wae?) sarangeul geureohke shwibge nwa beorineun neoreul
(wae?) nugun ga geokjeong hal georan, saenggakeun haebwat na
(wae?) niga nwa beorin ge neoneun mwonji
(wae?) ajik moreuneun geot gata
(wae?) geudaero meo mulleo nareul jikyeo bwa (wae?) Yeah-

(Keep your head down)
jiwo jyeotda sara jyeotda, nae gaseume niga jugeo, modu tabeo ryeotda
(Keep your head down)
jiwo jyeotda sara jyeotda, nae gaseume niga jugeo, neoneun ije eobtda

Credits: SNSDLYRICS@WORDPRESS

Read If You're A True Cassiopeia

2011-01-05T20:21:00.001+08:00

Don’t we have to be strong , Cassiopeia ?

If it’s JYJ…
If’s HoMin…

Who cares ?

What does SM want now ?
They want Cassiopeia to fight with each other so TVXQ will not have anything left.
HoMin had a very, very few works for a year. They weren’t appeared on television or radio at all and SM has just brought them out.

Because of what ?

It is because SM know exactly that although HoMin don’t litigate in case but their hearts belong to the other 3 members.

Please remember this Cassiopeia.
HoMin are still under SM so they don’t have a right to do anything.

We don’t know what is the real story.
We don’t know how it is behind the scene.
We don’t know what Jaejoong ,Yoochun,Changmin,Yunho and Junsu had to go through.
We don’t know what will happen in the future.
We never know.

But there are many things we exactly know.

We know Kim Jaejoong loves the other 4 members and he loves Cassiopeia.
We know Jung Yunho loves the other 4 members and he loves Cassiopeia.
We know Chim Changmin loves the other 4 members and he loves Cassiopeia.
We know Kim Junsu loves the other 4 members and he loves Cassiopeia.
We know Park Yoochun loves the other 4 members and he loves Cassiopeia.
We know Dong Bang Shin Ki loves Cassiopeia.

We know there was a time Yunho leaned on Jaejoong’s shoulder to cry..just because he didn’t want other members to see his weakness.

We know there was a time Yoochun wrote a message and hid it behind the little prince’s computer named Chim Changmin.

We know there was a time Jung Yunho carried Junsu’s unconscious body on his back to the hospital.

We know there was a time Jaejoong looked at Yoochun all the time when he found out a few minutes before the show that Yoochun was sick .

We know there was a time Yunho looked after Junsu all night when Junsu was sick.

We know there was a time Jaejoong dancing with tears on his face when Yunho was poisoned.

We know there was a time Jaejoong’s face was badly pale when he saw our leader collapsed as he drunk a glass of orange juice.

We know there was a time Junsu picked up the wallet for Yunho and Jaejoong had to pick up the wallet for Junsu because Junsu forgot his own.

We know there was a time Junsu cried behind Yunho’s back.

We know there was a time Yunho protected Junsu by his strong back.

We know there was a time when finished concert our leader cried with delight with Jaejoong.

We know there was a time Yoochun cried because of the rumour that Jaejoong would be dismissed from TVXQ.

We know there was a time Yunho said ‘Without our fans,we'd be nothing.'

We know there was a time Yunho said ‘TVXQ is just like a family,a home.No matter how far we're separated,we'll come back together one day.'

We know there was a time Changmin said ‘Whatever the five of us go through, together we can get through it without any fear.

We know there was a time Yunho said ‘Even until the time for us to go our own separate ways,the name TVXQ will not disappear. Each member is still TVXQ.

We know there was a time Junsu said ‘ If Jaejoong is sick, it is as if TVXQ’s leg is sick, and if Changmin is sick, that means TVXQ’s arm is sick.

We know there was a time Yoochun said ‘If our friendship could last forever, I don’t need anything else. ‘

We know there was a time Junsu said ‘Cassiopeia… who wait for us wherever we go and always give us an unwavering love… You are the reason why TVXQ exists.'

We know there was a time Yunho said ‘No matter how far we’re separated, we’ll come back together one day. ‘

We know there was a time Yoochun and Changmin said ‘Without Yunho, there would be no TVXQ.'

We know there was a time Junsu said ‘If one of the members leaves the team, I will not stay in TVXQ anymore. ‘

We know there was a time Yoochun said ‘Our support for them (HoMin) will never change.'

We know there was a time Jaejoong said ‘Yunho and Changmin frequently appeared in our dreams ‘

We know there was a time JYJ members said ‘it will take time but definitely they will be ONE again.

We know there was a time Yunho sacrificed his bed for Jaejoong.

We know there was a time Changmin had only one wish that Jaejoong recovered as normal.

We know there was a time Changmin sang high vocal to help Yoochun when he had an asthma attack.

We know there was a time Jung Yunho protected everything about Dong Bang Shin Ki.

We know there was a time Park Yoochun sacrificed everything flying from the USA to be Dong Bang Shin Ki.

We know there was a time Kim Jaejoong did everything to be Dong Bang Shin Ki.

We know there was a time Kim Junsu tried his hardest to be Dong Bang Shin Ki.

We know there was a time Chim Changmin endured everything to be Dong Bang Shin Ki.

We know there were many times Dong Bang Shin Ki told us to wait for them.
We know there were many times Yunho said ‘they loved us so much.
We know there were many times Dong Bang Shin Ki said they were so sorry for making Cassiopeia waiting for them.
We know there were many times Jaejoong always said that ‘Could you wait for us,please ?'
We know there were many times Yoochun cried for Cassiopeia.
We know there were many times Junsu gave angel’s smile to us.
We know there were many times Changmin bowed very low to thank for us.
We know there were many times Changmin said seriously ’They loved us.’.

We know there were many times they promise to us through the song.
We know there were many times they were proud of Cassiopeia.
We know there were many times they protected cassiopeia.
We know there were many times they relied on us.
We know there were many times they trusted in us.
We know there were many times they saw only us.
We know there were many times they needed us.

We know there will be a million times they say to us “ Thank you… sorry… I love you”

We know there will be a million times we say to them “I’ll wait…don’t cry..I love you’”

We know how close to each other Dong Bang Shin Ki is.
We know there are a million things that didn’t typed down.
We know there are much more harder things …but they never say.
We know at this time… at this moment… they cannot do anything.

If there are people who leave, there are also people who stay. We don't need to be 800,000 to be happy... [ cr:tohosomnia]

How much we hurt cannot compare to them.
If we start to fight with each other… then SM’s plan is succeeded.

‘Always keep the faith’ don’t say this if it’s not come from your heart.
Cassiopeia always be one and be here for Tong fVang Xien Qi.
No matter what happens , we have to be here for them.
Promise me …. Please, with your heart.

P.S.[1]
for those who support JYJ but don’t support HoMin or support HoMin but don’t support JYJ do not called yourselves ‘Cassiopeia’ because Cassiopeia love five of our boys as equal.

P.S.[2]
I wrote this article about a few months ago..and just translated it in English .I’ve never thought I have to translate it in English before but after that thing happens .. I have to.
-Please spread this article as much as you can.
-Translate it in your own language it you can

P.S.[3]
I translated it hurrily so sorry for my bad English.
And last..
I spent 3 hours writing and typing this so don’t make it wastes my studying time [Changmin will scold me ^^ hahahahaha ! ]

credit ; a cassiopeia from TWITTER
[I wrote this by assembled from many sources , so sorry for some missing
credits.]

2011 STARTED NOW!

2011-01-01T01:07:00.007+08:00

wooahhh guys! it's already 2011!! can u believe it???????
? i can't...lol 2010 was soooo damn fast i think~yesterday i thought i was just a high school student~then i moved on to the world of pre-adult(lol that sounds abit...gross)~and then here i am on 2011 being older than last year haha LOL!! still alive,healthy,and cheerful! okay2 enough of bullshit just get to the point~ alot of things happened right in 2010~yeah im pretty sure that everybody had their own happy memories and bitter memories of course~and as for me,2010 engraved pleasant memories forever in my mind~as to why,i'll post it up here accordingly ^^

#1(SUPER JUNIOR'S CONCERT 20032010)

Okay~i seriously regretted not writing a fanaccount for Super Junior's concert T.T *in deep repentance* but yeah, you know what, i was one of those lucky daughter whose father willing to pay my RM238...(?)tix.. lol i even forgot the tix price " yeah,i love you abah! i know i lied that im going to KOREA MUSIC FESTIVAL(bad daughter! i know...) and after that i felt bad that i told you but i insisted you to keep it from mama(yeah im a bad daughter... thou i can't help it!

i wanna go there so badly at that time!) okay2 wtv it is,Suju's concert was the beginning of everything related to KPOP WORLD...i never dreamed of going to a concert and Suju was my first~aww~i thought DBSK wud be the first(i mean; MIROTIC ;_;) but back then i was a complete noob! i don't even study them before going to the concert! i mean listening to all their songs(exc. for SORRY2,Norago,and few of their old songs(Don't Don,Miracle,Marry U)luckily they sang only songs i knew~hahahahah! LOLOL~~
AND fyi, the reason i wanna go to SUJU really badly was because....i've used SICHUL as my side characters in my YUNJAE fics...-3- i know it sounds stupid but fuck it,IT'S THE TRUTH. when i thought about the main reason, i always giggle to myself like mad because it's rather funny XDDD and yeah!!! i managed to spot MUCH SICHUL during the concert!!! *dying in happiness* honestly,im not a fan...actually...*ashamed* but for me SUPER JUNIOR CONCERT WAS THE DAMNEST BEST CONCERT EVER!!!(yeah right, it's my first thou.. XD)
WHY? hehe because.................
i)i remembered that SIWON,DONGHAE,KYUHYUN WAVED TO ME i mean they seriously looked at me and WAVED to me!!! and i,who was overly excited,got up from my seat and yelled their names like crazy and waved back like im gonna lose my hands L
OL yeah, i knew some of you might not believe it because my seat was RM200++ seat but believe me,they did it... ;p hehe i guess that's my biggest happiness as it was my first time went to KPOP concert!^^-end-

#2(Enrolled in the prestigious university)

Yeah,i gotta scholarship like i've dreamed...and went to study at the Japanese Preparatory Program hub at somewhere in KL and i have been dreaming to go to JAPAN someday..but dang, it was HARDER THAN I THOUGHT.-________-"-end-

#3(JYJ THE BEGINNING SHOWCASE 17102010)

haha OF COURSE!! THIS IS THE ULTIMATE MOMENT WHEN HEAVEN SEEMS REAL TO ME...to be able to see my beloved KIM JAEJOONG this close~ aww~~if i ever start to write about this euphoric days,i wudn't be sleeping tonight ;_; but yeah, i think the moment i saw JAEJOONG during this showcase really bring me higher up to the 7th heaven...lol exaggerating i know but i cudn't help it!!! I ONLY FUCKING WATCHED HIM ON YOUTUBE VIDEOS, OBSESSIVELY DROOLING OVER HIS OH SO GORGEOUS,DAMN SEXY,BEAUTIFUL PICTURES of him on TUMBLR and today WAS THE MOST MEMORABLE DAY WHEN I COULD ACTUALLY SEES HIM IN REAL LIFE~!!! I CUDN'T BELIEVE HE'S A HUMAN!!! HE'S TOOOOOOOOO CHARMING,PRETTY,PERFECT TO BE A HUMAN!!! ARRGHHHH!!!!! AND THE FACT THAT HE WAS ACTUALLY THE VERY FIRST MAN IN THIS UNIVERSE WHOM I SAID "I LOVE YOU" and he HEARD ME CLEARLY AT THAT TIME was FAR MORE THAN ENOUGH TO MAKE ME THE MOST HAPPIEST,LUCKIEST, GIRL LIVING IN THIS PLANET EARTH!!!!
I ACTUALLY CONFESSED TO HIMMMMM!!!
KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA~~~~
AND MOREOVER I EVEN GAVE HIM MY VERY FIRST LOVE LETTER WRITTEN THAT I'LL ALWAYS SUPPORT THEM IN WHATEVER THEY DO,WHATEVER DECISION THEY'LL MAKE,I'LL KEEP LOVING THEM!!!
*EXCITEMENT OVERLOAD*
(see...told ya...i can't start writing about this Jaejoong guy...i might end up being in mental hospital -__-")
heh XD then about the other twos,Yoochun and Junsu; as for Yoochun(yeah, once he was my biased and this blog was specially made for him but...i...was being mean to him and let his hyung,KIM JAEJOONG have my heart...hahahah=smacks head=...;_; sorry hunneh Yoochun!) but he appeared incredibly HANDSOME!!! and what attracts me the most was his as-wide-as-football-field-FOREHEAD!!!! hahahahahahah!! sorry hunneh but true! the second thing I saw in the pitch fucking dark stadium was your shining FORHEAD!!! XDD(well,the first thing i saw was the HOTTES,SEXIEST,BLOODY CURVY BODY OF MY BABY JJ!!!!*____*) and yeah! our DOLPHIN GUY! THE CHARISMATIC,CUTEST JUNSU!!! i really LOOOOOOOOVE his VOICE to the MAXX!!! his adorable voice,friendly voice really caught my heart thou im not fully understand on what he said back then but his tone of voice really convinced me that he was glad and very happy to have come here... aww JYJ i really can't wait to see you guys this year for concert!!!! PLEASE SURPRISE US with the most UNBELIEVABLY AWESOME,SPLENDID PERFORMANCE EVER YAAAAHHH!!!!^^-end-
#4(SS501's KIM HYUN JOONG'S FANMEETING 04122010)

i don't know...somehow,my luck was pretty good when i got to meet Hyun Joong cuz i won a lucky draw! hahahaha oh yeah! sadly, im not a huge fan of his but of course i do enjoy all his acting!! he's fucking BOF's JI HOO dang it...and Playfull Kiss' Baek Seung Jo im currently watching for god sake and only retards would waste such opportunity to catch him alive!! oh god this man is gorgeous! maybe because he got his double-extra-gorgeous bestfriend;my JJ's aura with him that even me whom not his fan eventually like him too~!! HAHAHAHAH and as to why im so deeply contented in this fanmeeting because i only spent RM60 to earn his signature,his dazzling smile,his sweet THANK YOU~aww~~~~HYUN JOONG-ah,TFS-ah jeongmal kamsahae~~ ^o^
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okay these are some of the summaries regarding the most memorable event happened to my life throughout my life,that will forever kept in my mind till i die~and can't wait for B2ST this upcoming 13th January 2011!! hahaha i love their songs thou they're new!okay~done with this post! thx for reading(is there anyone who read this? ;____; FOREVER ALONE)

Celebrating 7th Year Anniversary Of TVXQ!

2010-12-27T20:34:00.003+08:00

yay! HAPPY 7th Year Anniversary of TVXQ!!! yesterday we went on celebrating this honorable event at Secret Recipe,SACC. okay at first,i mean originally i planned to celebrate this event with these two fellas but suddenly a good idea came to mind and planning to celebrate it with even more Cassies from across the country but yeah,until Saturday i got no response from them and okay guess,it couldn't be help and cancelled off the plan T.T and so,we went to Secret Recipe,SACC near my home to celebrate it~well,it's a very,very small party thou~^^ but i felt so happy back then! yayyyy!!!

okay as we all know,SECRET RECIPE's whole cakes are rather expensive so i'd chose to buy slices only-smacks head...but neway,both cakes i bought are generally bought for this 7th Year Anniversary and the 1st pic of cake showed RASPBERRY CHEESE was specially for JAEJOONG'S upcoming birthday ~haha thou not marked there as his~hehe lol XD okay the second one is STRAWBERRY CHOC watever i don't remember XD but it's YUNHO's~~~FUCK YEAH! YUNJAE's birthday was what i celebrated yesterday along with TVXQ's 7th year~

well,the small party went smoothly of course because the mouth-watering, moreish deserts were melting inside my mouth and it was cool!!! and we were just chit chatting random stuffs and such~ XDD and when i just sat on the RED COUCH (ooh so damn perfect with our theme yesterday :) there was this waitress asked me, "Eh? Cassiopeians aren't you?" and i was blushing and feeling damn proud to answer "YES!!!" and asked her "Wow,you knew?" and she replied,"Yeah,RED!" and so,i smiled at her BIG and showed the look of "OH YEAH IM A CASSIE AND IM PROUD" :DD and so we enjoyed ourselves eating those super yummeh cakes and took some pictures for memories~~

so after the small party,we headed upstairs (where no one's around to bother wtf were we doing XDD) for the next activity; recording a video for this 7th year anniversary of TVXQ!~but it was like im the only one who's in the video coz both of my sissies were shy to appear on a video but im so keen to record the vid and so here's the vid which featured me,talking about my opinion for this 7th year of TVXQ and my best wishes for them~i also talked about both our successful JYJ and HoMin~here's the vid and enjoy~lastly i wish my beloved TVXQ oppa-deul a very best of luck!

HAPPY 7th ANNIVERSARY OF TVXQ!!!
IM PROUD TO BE A PART OF THE FAMILY;CASSIOPEIA!!!^^

[VID] Tohoshinki PINKY CM

2010-12-21T14:22:00.003+08:00

AHHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHAHH THIS CM really FUNNY to the MAX!!! for me it was like,-,-" it looks weird to the MAX too! XDDDD but the most funniest part of all was YUNHO's "HAHHHHHH!!!!!!" at the end~ AHAHAHAHAH do read about some Japanese talk shows,talking about Tohoshinki and immitating Yunho's "HAHHHH!!!" XDDD TOTALLY FUCKING FUNNY! XDDD

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*sparkling* ♥﻿믹키유천♥﻿